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Even though you look so good tonight.

2009-05-15T23:21:00.006+08:00

B a c k I n A c t i o n
Moved to Livejournal: Click here.

I've actually been posting at Livejournal for awhile, just didn't inform everyone :(
Haha, if you have Lj, add me! And I may/may not come back, so feel free to relink.

Thanks, and w'lovezx.

Stand by me.

2009-03-20T13:49:00.007+08:00

T e m p o r a r y h i a t u s

Don't know how long I'll be gone :*
Probably until after the exams, but keep tagging okay.
(K)

(Tags will be replied at your blog for now,
if you don't have a blog,I'll find a way to reply you on msn/whatever, sorry.
Oh, and I'd appreciate it if you reply back @ my blog too, for convinence. Thanks.)

Chatango.

2009-03-18T22:28:00.002+08:00

This was specially created for Salwa + Sumedha,
cos they kept spamming my tagboard, as you can see :O

Haha, but anyone can use it, it'll be up for awhile :)
Enjoy and spam for ^@#!@%!@$# bubs.

Sorry, sorry.

2009-03-16T22:25:00.008+08:00

I love them to the smelly bits :D
My wife & my drama partner. HAHAHA, netball ftw ~

I know I'm slow but,
can you believe Man U lost to stupid Liverpool? Why, it's so stupid.
ALAMAK LA, I'M SO SAD OKAY ): I don't follow soccer, but still (...)

I am so lazy to update nowsadays (!)

Had to go back at 9am to school today and I swear I was super sleepy. Luckily momma fetch me to school and Bryan kept me entertained in the morning, I'm a happy kiddo.
Briefing began, sat w' Nicole Celine Lydia. Didn't really know what was going on like for the whole thing, but somehow I got it after that. Was on the verge of sleeping okay. Hahaha.
I went out during break and saw Monique watching her Ouran and highing over Honey Senpai. HAHAHA, so retarded right. Yes, typical Monique.
After briefing, it rained super heavy lor ): Me and Monique were all asking around for umbrella, cos we wanted to go to Tanglin for lunch at the food court, and then, I remembered I had an umbrella -.- Call me stupid. WHATEVERRR, I get old at times okay.
Then bused to Tanglin and ate with Monique, and we talked alot of crap. Haha :D
Sorry didn't go to Borders w' you today Mo, it was raining like no tmrw okay :( I'll go with you another time. Haha promise, deprived little kiddo.
Monique suffers from cheap thrills people (!!!) Haha, entertains me. Teeheeheezx.

Clique sleepover got cancelled today, kinda cos of me :( I'm sorry guys.
We'll wait till the whole clique's free okay. Cos I feel that it won't be a clique sleepover unless it really is one with all of us. Sorry guys, really sorry :( I'll ask my parents sooner next time okay.
Random fact : Can you believe my brother is watching Avatar? Ohmygosh. What is the world becoming to today? Haha. But Avatar is kinda cute leh ;D

I have nothing more to update, and something just pissed me off >: (
What the fuck eh, !!! . What the fuckkkkkkk la, why can't you just, lead your own life. Stop stealing mine. Enough is enough, %$^%@Q$@^#!!#@&#^# ah fuck it. I feel like I have to stop being so overbearing and unreasonable, but I can't help it :(

I don't want to go to smelly school tmrw (!!)

Press the reset.

2009-03-15T22:11:00.003+08:00

Haha, I haven't posted for awhile? Cos I can't be bothered too.
Teeheeheezx. Just came back from netball dinner, was super fun :] I don't have any of the pictures though, must wait for people to send me then I'll upload either here/facebook.
My India photos are still rotting in my camera, cos I'm a very lazy person. Yes, thankyou. Haha. I feel like I'm talking to myself, and I am not in a good mood now. Few reasons actually.

Reasons why I am in a not good mood,
and why I should not be in a good mood :
1) My momma is in a bad mood, with me only.
2) No one's talking to me at home D:
3) I've been having stomachaches for the past few days.
4) No one's been talking to me (like, friendfriend long talks) for a long time.
5) I don't know if I can make it to sleepover.
6) I have to go to school tmrw, alone w' little people.
7) I have to go to school on tuesday, for stupid drama.
8) We haven't done our drama script.
9) There's alot of projects + homework to be done.
10) I'm feeling very stress. Very very very stress, rather depressed too.
11) My momma is only refusing to communicate with me.
12) I miss my primary school friends alot, alot, alot ):
13) I had to wear a dress thing today. Uncomfortable.
14) I've not fully recovered from my flu + cough.
15) There's only 7 days left of holiday, and I think its not enough.

...plus plus plus many more.

Life is not great lor. Whoever thinks it is, is weird.
And I don't get why I can't like my idols. But, I think I spent too much on them. So, I need to prioritize (?) my time and things. I get addicted to easily lor.
And I get scolded alot. I don't know why this doesn't feel like the holidays. It feels like a nightmare. Aiyah, I bullshit alot I know. But I don't like today much, except for netball dinner and stuff. I think momma + poppa was nice to fetch me around today though, luvzx.

Random cut in fact : I think LeeHom's kinda hot. Haha, I need to dl more Chinese songs already. And English too. And Korean + Jap. HAHA I need more songs ): and I can't update my iPod for the moment cos my com's cranking up. Aw man ): I very sad.

Anywayyyy, I think my blog's getting real boring. Whatever. I want to stop blogging soon, I think (?) Maybe hiatus. But everytime I always come back, HAHAAAA, so stupid. I haven't replied tags for years. Whoopsies daisies (!)

P/s : There's something fucking wrong w' my blockquote. It works in preview only, idk why. I can't be bothered to fix it now, anyone knows, help me please ):

15 Mar 09, 21:27
he kai: haha, TAG!
- Haha thanks? O: Infatuated fella. Haha (!)

15 Mar 09, 12:12
tiffanie: haha innocent but willing party!
- Yes I am. Luvluv you :]

14 Mar 09, 22:22
WANJING: I LIKE KIM HYUN JOONG TOO! WAHAHHAHAHAHHAA!
- HAHAAA he very hot right (!) Omg, but my Jaejoong + Aaron + Changmin + Kim Bum still hotter. So in the end is, I (heart) Jack! :] HAHA.

14 Mar 09, 19:00
Sumedha: - Mindlessly rants- Hi.
- HAHA hello.

14 Mar 09, 13:22
alina: i hate ic i hate ic i hate ic i hate ic i hate ic i hate ic i hate ic :(((((((( hi joan.HAHAHA vanessa is going with me yay i made her go yay
- I don't really hate IC la. Except Literature. HAHAHA, cos my teacher's kinda fun. Poon, LOL. Hello Nana. Vanessa didn't go in the end ): I wanted to see her in a pwetty dressy.

14 Mar 09, 10:57
shiying: i see yunho in ur new icon!
- So do I, HAHA. O: Couldn't find a nicer one.

13 Mar 09, 20:11
Eden: your skin is weird
- I like it. And it's only viewable in Firefox if I'm not wrong.

12 Mar 09, 20:44
RuoNing: Hello joan, from now on click my name to go to my new bloggah, thankYouVeryMuch {3
- Hahaha okay :]

11 Mar 09, 22:13
rachael{3aaron: Heyya there!Aaron yan rawks FOREVER!{3{3{3{3{3{3
- HAHA yes he does, yes he does! :D

11 Mar 09, 00:55
berth: whateverr
- Uh?

10 Mar 09, 19:39
xtine: Phoebe: Haha! Darshini: You got punk'd =D
- Hahaha. It's super funny.

10 Mar 09, 17:55
Eden: THan whats BBF?
- Boys Before Flowers.

10 Mar 09, 12:15
phoebe: darshini!
- What? I'm very confused here.

10 Mar 09, 11:39
darshini: no i didnt do that

10 Mar 09, 11:38
darshini: Why am I still talking to myself?!

10 Mar 09, 11:37
darshini: joan did all that!

10 Mar 09, 11:37
darshini: no she doesnnt!

10 Mar 09, 11:37
darshini: Joan rocks! :D

10 Mar 09, 11:37
darshini: do that*

10 Mar 09, 11:37
darshini: no i didnt o dhtat !

10 Mar 09, 11:37
darshini: Why am I talking to myself?

10 Mar 09, 11:37
darshini: i didnt say that!!

10 Mar 09, 11:37
darshini: You rock :D

10 Mar 09, 11:37
darshini: hellooos(:
- HAHA you talk to yourself, oh my mama. *gasp

9 Mar 09, 20:47
Sumedha: Hi. :) TEEHEE, SALWA SAYS HI TOO. :P
- Teehee, hello bothzx.

8 Mar 09, 20:59
J (Hey): Tgh, ToGetHer. The one w' Jiro Rainie George. You are? O:

8 Mar 09, 19:32
Hey: Whats Tgh?
- I guess you're Eden.

8 Mar 09, 17:41
Sumedha: OMG, WE'RE SO COOL. :D

8 Mar 09, 17:41
Sumedha: TAAHAA!

8 Mar 09, 17:41
Sumedha: TOOHOO

8 Mar 09, 17:41
Sumedha: TEEHEE
- Of cos we're kewlzx. We're so awesome yo :D

7 Mar 09, 15:49
vicktoria: hope ur having fun!!!
- Haha I am, in India if you're referring to.

6 Mar 09, 19:22
kengleng: DARDAR. oi, i come back from bintan alrd! was super fun and nice,
don't believe ask your friends:D jealous aye, india not as fun right.
- Dardar! Hahaha you don't bullshit la, India more fun, cfm lor :D
We got ride elephant and all those leh. TEEHEE :]

5 Mar 09, 18:24
ydnew: hellodearr :D the cookies are uber cuteeee! :D taqqed!~ God bless yo ;D
- Haha thanks! God bless you too, dear.

2 Mar 09, 18:44
Eden: I have decided to tag. After so long. Yes blahblah.
- Haha finally. And why you stop blogging ):

28 Feb 09, 19:20
xtine: PFFT. Thailand better!
- India, better-est. HAHA, if thats even a word.

28 Feb 09, 17:05
alina: have fun in india! i love cdiv alot too :)
- Thanks tall buddy. I bet you had fun in Bintan. Luvluv C'div. I miss it already ):

28 Feb 09, 10:23
♥FINA.: we're flying off in less then20hrs.

28 Feb 09, 10:23
♥FINA.: lalala.
- How exciting. HAHA.

28 Feb 09, 09:21
Sumedha: JOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
ANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! -Hi.
- That was really random.

27 Feb 09, 22:35
phoebe: heyyo crazy/new neighbour~~~
- HAHA hurry up and move (!!!)

27 Feb 09, 21:19
Min [: GRATZZ :D

27 Feb 09, 20:19
Salwa: Joannnnnn, congrats! man you're fast! O:

27 Feb 09, 17:01
shiying: congrats! i fast walked with christine for like 1/2 of the route

27 Feb 09, 15:28
Sumedha: Congrats for x-country Joan :D

27 Feb 09, 14:32
shiya: ugh i pratically walked the whole way for cross country. congrats for getting top 20 :D
- Thanks guys! :D Love you guys.

27 Feb 09, 12:33
reyna: YO JOAN:D omgomgomg today was funn:D
- Haha I know. Fry rocks zeh most! Bwahaha :] Screaming is fun.

27 Feb 09, 08:16
JME: For the superman tee left size M only.Tag me again if interested.
- Tagged.

26 Feb 09, 21:00
[[: to bridget - XDDD. ! and so many weird tags today
- I know O:

26 Feb 09, 19:56
kengleng: i don't suck lor.
- Yes you do. HAHA fine you don't :b

26 Feb 09, 19:07
Sumedha-Salwa: HAHAHAHAHAHAHA, yeah shmanzerzxzxzx. :D

26 Feb 09, 18:38
Salwa: HELLO JOAN:DD:D:D:D:D

26 Feb 09, 18:36
Salwa: HAHAHAH SU. AWESOMEEE. (oh remember the "real chinese food' ad?
HAHAHAHA. Made in Gujrat. genius)

26 Feb 09, 16:11
Sumedha-Salwa: LOL, GITS. मैंने बनाया, GITS से!
- What in @#@!^!# name is that. You guys are weirdddd.

26 Feb 09, 12:00
Melissa: Relink, crazy-inyourheart@bs :) (L)
- Okayyy, merry go round partner ;]

25 Feb 09, 20:45
Salwa: (replying to xtine)

25 Feb 09, 20:45
Salwa: Not as bad as Gits. HAHAH, made me laugh, that one did.
(and it's a real brand! HAHA)
- What the hell!? HAHA. Dickies is cool.

25 Feb 09, 20:30
shiying: eh min! shhhhhh.... it is supposed to be a secret ok!

25 Feb 09, 20:27
shiying: livejournal is nice!
- Haha it is? O: Hahaha now everyone knows.

25 Feb 09, 20:24
xtine: Dickies has a stupid brand name!
- I THINK IT'S KEWLZX. O:

25 Feb 09, 18:56
[[: And maybe you can secretly exchange room ? the band people did that for
japan trip even though they were not supposed to.

25 Feb 09, 18:13
[[: i find LJ hard to use ;/ . and i'm probbaly gonna flunk history test too
- Haha I haven't tried, but don't think I will? Haha. I cfm flunk lor. We secretly exchanged rooms in the end anw, teeheeheezx.

25 Feb 09, 17:56
Salwa: (SU IS AN IDIOT. THIS SOURCE IS RELIABLE BECAUSE OF iTS PURPOSE.)
Hellooooooooo Joan.
- HAHAHA THAT IS FUNNY.

25 Feb 09, 13:41
AMALINA: YES, YES. GO JOIN LJ {3
- I lazy to change leh. I want my blogger still! D:

24 Feb 09, 21:50
Sumedha: LOL.

24 Feb 09, 21:50
Sumedha: HE WAS LOOKING FOR POOOOOOOOOOO

24 Feb 09, 21:49
Sumedha: WHAT WAS TIGGER DOING IN THE TOILET?

24 Feb 09, 21:48
Sumedha: (EY SALWA, I COULDN'T CARE ANY LESS!) Hi joan:DDD
- Hahaha, looking for pooh, looking for pooh! Omg, I keep laughing.

24 Feb 09, 20:08
Salwa: (EY SU, THE WIBBLE WOBBLE IS MINEEE OKAY. MINEEE I TELLS YOU!)
Hi joan:DDD

24 Feb 09, 19:37
Sumedha: I vont to zeat zose cooooooooooooooookies :D (wibble wobble)
- You guys are weird. HHAHAHA MY COOKIES ARE COOL RIGHT.

24 Feb 09, 18:48
darshini: I WANNA EAT THOSE COOKIES!!! HAHA!:D
- HAHAHA nice right nice right? :] Made by yours truly HAHA.

24 Feb 09, 15:45
redsuite: love your idols?
- Yes, I do. HAHAHAHAHA

24 Feb 09, 10:26
kengleng: you in love ah?
- I'm not lor, omg -.-

23 Feb 09, 22:21
xtine: OMG SO FAT HA.
- Cool la, not fat. It's flat.

23 Feb 09, 21:19
Salwa: COOOOOOOKIE. O:
- WOOOOKIEEEEE.

23 Feb 09, 21:16
Min [: zomg , cuteeeeeee cookies ! i wanna eat xD .
- Haha it looks kewt :] for a first time, haaha.

23 Feb 09, 20:27
Sumedha: now we're known as SEAFOOD TO SUNSET, whee~
- High. Always high. Fm 999 O: HAHA.

22 Feb 09, 22:49
phoebe: heyhey feeb's here again=p
- You're always here. HAHA.

22 Feb 09, 15:34
shiying: yoz joan. visit my blog or regret. P.S something to do with jaejoong
- Haha saw it, thanks ;]

22 Feb 09, 14:28
Sumedha: Rmbr, tune in to 999fm from 12am to 12am!

22 Feb 09, 14:27
Salwa: Kay, now we're going to spam Alyssa. Tune in next time to the Suttons to Sunset!

22 Feb 09, 14:13
Salwa: an*

22 Feb 09, 14:13
Sumedha: :DDDD

22 Feb 09, 14:13
Salwa: Better?

22 Feb 09, 14:13
Sumedha: makes more send, y'see.

22 Feb 09, 14:13
Salwa: SU IS an Idiot

22 Feb 09, 14:13
Sumedha: Lemme show you. you should have said "Salwa is idiot"

22 Feb 09, 14:13
Salwa: in*

22 Feb 09, 14:13
Salwa: Still on idiot

22 Feb 09, 14:12
Sumedha: You missed out the 'is'.

22 Feb 09, 14:11
Salwa: idiot

22 Feb 09, 14:11
Sumedha: Damn you as much as Zac Efron is hot. MUAHAHHAHA:D

22 Feb 09, 14:10
Salwa: idiot.

22 Feb 09, 14:09
Sumedha: I want to REACH OUT AND touch, no SLAP YOUUUUUUUUU

22 Feb 09, 14:07
Salwa: YOU NOT CUTE (lor) I CUTERRRRR. (Reach out and touch me ~ )
NO NOT LITERALLY. I'm listening to Hil Duff

22 Feb 09, 14:06
Sumedha: War eh? BRINT IT. (ON)

22 Feb 09, 14:06
Sumedha: NO LOH, YOU STOLE MY IDEA. I'M ZE CUTE ONE, OKEH.

22 Feb 09, 13:12
Salwa: NO SU STOLE ME IDEA. This. Means. WAR!
- People, people. HAHAHA.

22 Feb 09, 12:21
victoria: im flooding your cbiox, and of course i miss you too!!!!!!

22 Feb 09, 12:20
victoria: haha

22 Feb 09, 12:20
victoria: anyway i think i can handle them...:0

22 Feb 09, 12:19
victoria: lol...
- Stalkers. Are they gone? O: Hahaha, I miss you loads la (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

22 Feb 09, 12:07
Sumedha: *mango

22 Feb 09, 12:07
Sumedha: Yes, I enjoy doing that. It's as refreshing as mange juice.
- MANGE JUICE HAHA.

22 Feb 09, 12:06
Bryan: Hi, Suckerrr! :D
- Hi, uh. Gayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy! :D

22 Feb 09, 12:06
Sumedha: JOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! - hi :B

- Random, RANDOM I say.

22 Feb 09, 11:25
darshini: helloojoan(:
- Hellowellodelloyellow (:

22 Feb 09, 08:11
Salwa: uhmuhm, I was going to say something, but I forgot what it was
(uhmuhmuhm) OH YEAH I REMEMBER NOW. HIIIIIIIIIIII JOAAAAAAAAAAAAN.
- SEE LA, WEIRD MANZX.

21 Feb 09, 14:14
Dorcas: Im from 2c1? Uh, hi.
- Oh, uh. Hi? Haha.

21 Feb 09, 10:56
Kristy: Hey. The shirt is most likely the same size as the henekien tee.
But im not so sure. Maybe the i(heart)smurf tee is bigger, idk. Reply on msn :D
- Replied :]

20 Feb 09, 11:46
RIBENA;D.: Hello biantaikuang(: lalala
- Hello Biantai. HAHA :]

19 Feb 09, 21:46
hweepeng: you replied tags! i thought you would never..
haha, i dont POUT!! XD so high on wed hoho, morning assembly i mean. XD
- Of course I reply tags. HAHA, you're the one that pouts!

19 Feb 09, 20:52
xtine: His eyebrows! =(
- Are sexy. HAHA.

19 Feb 09, 18:58
JOAN: I MISS YOU FREAKING MUCH YOU AWEEESOME TOILET PERSON ;D
- Toilet person, IIE LURBBZX UUEX NND IIE MIISHH UUEZXX ):

19 Feb 09, 15:49
he kai: zzzzzzz. hci have to cross a friggin big road to see girls wad...... ok, nvm.
- HAHAHA, pervert (!)

18 Feb 09, 23:11
[[: i guess DBSK people are quite good-looking. they look better than the big bang people, hahas.
- Of course they are :D

18 Feb 09, 20:16
Sumedha: hmpf, my art is ooooooooglaye. :D (but i'm still proud of it!)
rmbr, ooooooooglaye.
- Nah. You ah, tsktsk O:

Shattered hopes and dreams.

2009-03-12T22:23:00.008+08:00

(Click to enlarge)
HEEHEE, LOVERLOVERRRR :]
Hahahaha we just got bored, oh wellzx. I'm the innocent, BUT willing party.
Hahaha I'm so crap and bullshetz today ):

Aiyah, now everytime I watch BBF, I get a very haunted feelings O:
I know I very scaredy-cat (?) la okay! HAHA, you can't blame me right. Lagi worse today, episode 18 had the "May you rest in peace" thing, omg I scared shetzless okay! ):
But anyway, the episodes are getting all so sad lah ): Kim Bum, sad. But he's so hot (!!!)
Watch the Coffee Prince also like that, cos got one guy also .. AIYOYO. Life so unpredictable these days lor. I wonder, I wonder.

Anywayyyyyy, I very tired in school today.
Tired until I seriously felt I could drop dead, somemore got training, and I felt all weird and oozy today. Now my legs are freaking numb, for heaven's sake. Idk what's wrong w' me la ):
I don't like the dress code for netball dinner this Sunday, !@%!#@!%!@#!# ohmymamamia. Idk what to wear. Why must wear so sexy one. HAHAHA, everyone must go hor! ):
History test was shitzo today, I have no idea what I was writing cos I was blardy tired, and there was this boring talk this morning which added to it, my gosh (!)
My life is getting boring. AGAIN, nothing much to update leh. I miss Ms Lin ): Good luck Nanyang for finals tmrw! You guyyyys can do ittt, make Ms Lin proud (: TEEHEEHEEZX.
I need moolah once again, for going out tmrw. Stupid fatfat wants to go watch movie marathon of some sort, and I no moolah mama ): STUPIDZX. Hahaha, oh well.
Tmrw school ending early anyway HAHA I happy lor. I feel so slack today. I am going to study my freaking ballz off during March holidays, or as so I think I hope I will.
Even if I don't, I swear I'll finish my ballistic huge pile of homework ): I feel so bad.

CRESCENT VERY THE STREZZFUL LAH, BUEYTAHAN (!)
okay I shouldn't be complaining so much, but still, hais.

Kim Bum Kim Bum Kim Bum Kim Hyun Joong Kim Hyun Joong Kim Hyun Joong Jaejoong Jaejoong Jaejoong Changmin Changmin Changmin Aaron Aaron Aaron. I miss them. ): Alamakzx. I don't know what's wrong w' me today.

Blinded by your lies.

2009-03-11T23:58:00.006+08:00

Credits given to rightful owner :]
Dbsk is the ultimate luvluvzx, Hero + Changmin! (heart)

Changed my blogskin cos I got tired of the new one ):
Currently have not exactly finished, but I just wanted to change.

Update coming soon, once I have settled down and find the time.
March holidays next week! And Friday the 13th again this Friday, omg.
Pictures + update from India trip most probably will be up on FB,
will tell you guys when I do (: Teeheeheezx.

My dear BBF is said to be cursed! ):
I'm so sad. I'm so sad. I'm so sad. ALAMAAAAAAAAAK,
wapiang eh! (HAHAHA, inside joke)

HAHA SO YES.
Aw man, I'm so frigging tired now. ): So much homework.
I'm going to sleep and die like shit tmrw, and I can't be assed to care.

Oh great, Cbox's being a total bastard now >: (

Almost paradise.

2009-03-08T18:00:00.003+08:00

Back from India,
Back from India,
Back from India!

I bet all you guys missed me.

Updates may be muchmuch later, need to rest now.
Haha, actually I got back at 7 today, ate breakfast, unpacked, and slept for n hours.
And so, actually I'm not that tired, but sick from a cough + flu.
(And I told everyone I was very macho okayyy. HAHAHA)

Got headache now. I want to sleep. I don't want to go to school tmrw.
Why can't they let us have like more rest!? Stupid schoool, ARGH.

Too many locks, too many lies.

2009-02-27T21:54:00.008+08:00

Since I know you guys would probably miss me (okay fine you won't),
I've put up a super unglam picture of myself. HAHAHA, laugh all you want :D
(Clickable somemore, tsktskkk. Can click and laugh even more, LOL)

Haha. This will probably be the last post before I head off to India.
Or maybe I'll get so bored tmrw and decide to post again, but not really likely. Cos I have 98763221 stuff undone, my luggage's unpacked, and my cookies unbaked. O:
Anyo'how, I'll miss S'pore water for awhile, and of cos I'll miss all the assholes who didn't go to India, aw. Haha, okay la. I'll miss everyone alright (although only for 8 days).
In case you feel like it, please send me off at Changi Airport T2 @ like, 11.30pm? Plus plus. Flight's only at 2am, so text me all you like. Teeheeheehz, I am so terribly unsound.

Cross country was zeh bOmBzXzXzz today :D
Stayed in school yesterday, and didn't manage to get much sleep. Woke up at 4 plus, and got ready and all. Drank Milo and we reached like Bedok at 6.30? Set up everything in the bloody dark, and omg. Loads on insects, I don't like. I DON'T LIKE ):
Fry rocks the most, and everyone knows that. HAHA, we're just on your tail, Bronte. Woo, Fry house's gna beat you, Fry house's gna burn you, Fry house's gna win :D
Anyo'how, did the 3.3km competitive run, ended up 14th place, in the Secondary 2 catergory. A little disappointed, really wanted to get top 10, but I guess I can't ask for too much.
C'div, well done. Top 50 yo! Hehe, we so rock okay (!) Netball ftw, ftw!
High like mad + cheer like mad + scream like mad = Mad Joan (HAHA) So lame, wtvv.
Was super busy, here and there. And we still had to pack up + clear rubbish after that. O:
At the end of the day, I had completely drained myself. Took a cab home, ate cup noodles, drank water, watched a few episodes of drama, and slept for like, 4 hours. HAHA.

I can't be ass-ed to blog today,
cos I'm downright angry, tired, tired, angry, tired, angry, tired, tired, tired, angry, angry.

Hero, Aaron, Max
Everyone can't get over the HAM thing, haha. Sounds damn weird okay. Haha, so I checked out their full names and realised something (!) *shock *gasp, HAHA.
Shim Changmin, Kim Jaejoong, Yan Ya Lun Aaron
And there, you have SKY. HAHA cool anot. I know it is. I bet your idols ain't as cool as mine, so all you deprived little kiddos out there, be jealous.
I shall put pictures of 'em up here so that you guys can be really jealous, and at the same time, miss me while I'm gone for 8 days. HAHA, whateverrr, please do still tag, and comment on anything. Haha okay, I'm so lame, bullshetz D: Oh, and please don't just rip the pictures off okay. I took a long time to find 'em, and the credits go to the users, don't rip and claim its yours.

Aaron, feat. Calvin (from Fahrenheit)

Jaejoong, feat. his sexy tattoo (Haha)

Changmin, feat. Yunho (from DBSK)

Credits goes to several different users @ LiveJournal
Thanks for all your contributions, love you guys a billion *kizzes

Take me to your candyshop.

2009-02-26T00:23:00.002+08:00

I can't fall asleep for some reason, and somehow, internet's still okay now.
I feel damn sad after watching all the dramas okay (!!) BBF & TGH, super nice la. And its taking like one week once for one episode to come out, which is killing me ):
Aiya, I can't watch next week leh, omg. I'm so sad can. I'll probably not have much time to post like this week/next week cos I'm staying in school till Friday, and flying off on Saturday.
I don't know why I'm not excited. All I feel is .. weird. Lonely? Idk, haha.

B, cheer up okay. Move on, and you can always talk to me, heeeheez :D
Don't emo alrd omg. And stop broadcasting my full name everywhere, its bad. BAD LA, haha.
Anyway, school was okay. Had 4 hours of tuition today, almost died cos Ian & Ben weren't there to make me laugh like mad, but there was LingYang (?) and Lester, as Kimbo refers to as calefares. But they did make me laugh, w' Chin's few spastic faces. Gosh. Although I almost died in tuition today. Died, like so battery flat. And now I can't sleeep, great.

I'm nervous about Friday's cross country, I can't stay calm.
I'm upset about C'div ending in just 2 weeks or so, I don't want it too. I'll miss C'div, and I swear if we ever sit down and talk, I would cry. I don't want C'div to end, ):
I'll miss you C'div. And I love you C'div 08/09 *a gazillion hearts is not enough here
The bonds we share, will always be there.
The efforts we put in, will forever be seen.
The fun we have together, I'll never forget, ever.

But any'ohow, we have to move on to B'div.
But we'll always remember this year, won't we? (:

Don't say goodbye.

2009-02-24T21:31:00.005+08:00

She's so cuteeeeeeeee, I swear.
If you disagree, please give yourself a slap on your cheek now.

Omg, Survivor (!!!!!!!!!!!!) Sexiest's new mv, w' a complete new style.
I love Jaejoong's hair there! I love Changmin more sexy look there! Ohmygawwwwd, I have to get their new album okay! Anyone wants to buy for me!? Omgomgomg, SEXY LA.
I love them, I love them, I love them. And cos of all the freaking pretty icons on LiveJournal, I have half a right mind to go and change to LJ. Ama says it's kewlshetz leh ): Should I? Should I? Blogger is sorta someway irritating the shetz outta me, cos its not cool. HAHA ):
(P/s : LiveJournal has much sexier skins that blogger, fyi.)

School was damn slack today, jiayous band for Limelight yo. Haha.
Tmrw history's test is a definite flunk for me, and I don't plan to write my Maths excuse letter cos my mom's already in a bad mood, and she's gna lecture, ohmyg-oshhhhz.
Got my bunking + groups, Ashlynn! Haha, and Ama too. Teeheehee, but was kinda hoping for clique kinda thing and Fina's going w' Alyssa. Terribly upset, I swear ):
I need to listen to DBSK to cheer me up. I feel like crying, literally. I have seriously no idea why my mood's so off today. But I need some cheering up. Thanks, Bryan.
I feel so down. Can't get my spirits up. And I don't wna watch BBF cos there's crying scenes which would make me more sad ): I swear, I'm damn emotional la, god.
Even though I bought myself a Dickies bag today, which is probably the only happy thing that happened today, I can't make myself happy, cos I'm so fucking downright gay and sad.
Haha, yes that's me. I have heavy moodswings, and no, not pms, tyvm. Ah omg.

I need cheering up. I need to cheer up. Ohmygawd, this is damn damn bad.
Okay off to go post somewhere else. HAHA, okay maybe not. Whatever, no mood.

Wonderwall.

2009-02-23T21:31:00.004+08:00

The cookies I baked for my cousin, kewl right!?
HAHA first time leh. I think it looks quite cute lor ):

I hate msn now, cos its pissing my bloody ass off ):
I can't type, I can't write, I can't do anything! Omg, screw you msn. So people, please don't think I'm dao-ing you on msn okayyy, its not my fault ): Sorry dearies.
Whateverrr, I hope it'll be okay after awhile, so for now people, you can sms me, or if you're lucky, you can see a few messages I send to you guys alrights.

Haha okay whateverr, today was quite okay I guess. Just quite tired ):
Pei-ed my new friend (heehee) till like quite late yesterday night cos he was having a fever, but I hope he's okayy now :D cos he entertains me greatly lozx. Hehe.
No, he's no imaginary okay! He wants me to post about him, but idk what to say okay ): I love his blog url, cos I thought of it one. HAHA, its downright cool (: I know.
Anw, he's been real nice these days, and I'm gna miss texting him 8 + 5 = 13 days okay (!!) Haha, be honoured okayyyy, I specially post for you leh. See hoh, don't come scold me alrd.

School was okay today, alot of studying, till I almost died, gosh.
But at least it wasn't as bad as I expected it cos most of time time was anti-textbooks, heehee. Had Chinese test today, and I don't think I did that well. Totally flunked Maths test, cos I was freaking careless (!) But whateverrr, she's gna change our places la ):
Whatever okay. Hmph. Ladeedumzx, sent a few smses here & there, then headed to canteen to join zeh fellow smexy netballers to go support seniors' match. It rained like mad, so was hoping it would be postponed, but didn't, so in the end they played in the indoor court.
Although they didn't win against Raffles, I still think they did reallyyy well! :D :D
After that, played street netball w' team and then went to Mr Prata to drink Bandung. HAHA I don't like okay, gave mine to Tiffanie (who is currently married lozx).
Hahaaa, okayokay. Then bused and mrt-ed to Bukit Batok w' Kiran and she pei me all the way till like 8 just to wait for the shirts okay (!) I lurrrrbzxz her manymanys. HAHA (:
Bused home, and I'm here now. Okay so lame. Lalala, I'm bored alrd. Nothing more to blog.
Shyt, this sucks okay. So short. HAHA whateverrr, I post pictures hoh! :D

Don't send mixed signals, its confusing me.
I'm afraid to get hurt, so I'd rather run from the truth.

If anyone can make me fall in love, you can.
If I ask me I would follow, but for now I'll just pretend.
Because if anyone can make me fall in love,
only you can take me sailing in your deepest eyes,
bring me to my knees and make me cry,
and no one's ever done this.
Everything's was just a lie, and I know, yes I know.

I believed what you said, but love doesn't have a meaning,
when you hurt me so bad. And despite what you did, I believed.

Darling, won't you be mine?

2009-02-22T16:58:00.002+08:00

CDTV Most Wanted Lover 2009
(Koped from Shiying, thanks dearie)

1) Akanishi Jin (KAT-TUN)
2) Kamenashi Kazuya (KAT-TUN)
3) Yamashita Tomohisa (NEWS)
4) Takahiro (EXILE)
5) Hyde (L'Arc en Ciel)
6) Masuda Takahisa (NEWS)
7) Matsumoto Jun (ARASHI)
8) Domoto Koichi (KinKi Kids)
9) Nishikida Ryo (NEWS)
10) Jaejoong (東方神起)
11) Akihito (ポルノグラフィティ)
12) Tegoshi Yuya (NEWS)
13) Kiyokiba Shunsuke
14) DAIGO (BREAKERZ)
15) Yamada Ryousuke (Hey!Say!JUMP)
16) Sakurai Sho (ARASHI)
17) Haruichi (ポルノグラフィティ)
18) Takahiro Nishijima (AAA)
19) Kamiji Yusuke (羞恥心)
20) Yasu (Acid Black Cherry)

I don't know why he's #10, he should be at #1 okay (!)
But nevertheless, that proves still, he's one hot loverr.
I love you, Jaejoong! <3

Teach me how to steal a heart.

2009-02-22T01:30:00.005+08:00

I love my brother, loadddddds.
Haha, ignore my unglam hair + face, cos I'm always unglam ):
P/s : The white thingy on my head is the word 'smiles', not a white line, haha.
Comment if you must.

Haha, okay. I just changed the time, or it'll look like I posted today,
but I posted it on Saturday. Cos its like 1.34 am now, and I wanted to post it as today.
So yes, I'm confused myself, but whateverrr, I'm so lame. Haha.

Anyway, today was like totally busy cos relatives coming my house this week.
To like kinda celebrate my cousin's birthday (: Haha, haven't come yet though, early one.
Anyo'how, woke up at like 11 am today, haha. I'm sucha piggg, whatever. Was busying watching BBF last night, so I forsaked my sleep for it! Omg, its so nice now okayyy. Side-tracked, sorry.
Had breakfast while watching tv, haha. Omg, I still like cartoon till now canzx. HAHA.
Then went out to buy my baking stuff (I'm going to bake cookies!) to bake cookies for my cousin, for his birthday. Since I don't plan on like buying any gift for him, he's so cute anw. I also dno what like a typical 5-6 year old would like, so whateverrr. Cookies are the best.
Spent like an hour there, then headed to Westmall to buy some stuff then headed home at 3. I had to lug my brand new printer + soft toy home okay (!!) Haha, I love momma lazx.
Started to bake, and my hand ached after all the hardcore stirring of stuff. I was like super worried it wouldn't come out right, but in the end it was okay leh! Haha, I made them boy-girl shaped, shall post picture if time permits me (: Hehe. I think they were cute, and fat. HAHA.
Everyone ate and said it was nice okay (!!!) *boasts, haolianzxc. HAHA.
Celebration was okay, had Sushi + Kfc, haha. I so fat ): Oh noz.
My brother was like : Omg so sinful, haha. And he's so skinny and buff lozx, not fats okay. He was like bring spastic the whole day anw. Hahaaa, but sadly he's returning back tmrw ):
Anww, my cousins were stalking me the whole day and so whateverr, but had fun yups.
Took a couple of pictures, the one above w' me + my brother was taken today too. Haha.

I made a new friend today, and he's super spastic.
I still wonder why Coco gave him my number but whateverrr. Haha, he's super funny I swear. Super bhb one. And he dedicated the song 'Touch My Hands' to me, cos I like David Archuleta. And he's gets all touchy by the word 'dear' + 'dearie'. HAHA, whateverr, whateverrr.
And he's so stupid cos he was like, 'Go sleep' and then .. (3 seconds later) he fell asleep.
Hahahahahahahahahahaha, people are mad these days *yes, Coco its you.

I feel wrong. But it's not wrong.
I feel weird. But it's not weird.
I feel sad. But I'm not sad.
The world's going mad these days, ain't it.

Show me how I can show you, I'm blinded by yours lies,

2009-02-20T23:10:00.005+08:00

Omg, I just can't stand it when my videos load so slowly.
Its not my internet problem, I've tried it like everywhere okayyy! When I want it to load fast, it loads slow. When I don't need it to load so fast, it loads fast, wth lo ):
Now I can't watch in like .. peace cos I'm so upset. And for the love of whateverrr, my internet sucks big time today. Like, so lag. Wth wttfff. Yes, rather edgy today.

Changed my plan many times today, ended up going to lunch @ Tanglin w' Andrea Sabrina Alyssa Fina Fangmin Joel (Fangmin's baby, haha). Chatted loads, and rated like nobody's business.
I swear we were so loud, but nobody cared. Or maybe they did, whateverrrr.
Dardar cancelled on me, cos her mother don't allow her go see Jiro/Rainie/George at Causeway Point today ): Nobody go w' me, so in the end I didn't go .. I so wanted to see Jiro & Rainie (!!!)
Ah, got really upset. But whateverrr, ended up not going for CIP @ Bugis either, cos I was so upset. And cos Dardar & Twin wasn't available to pei me, so whatever lor. I'm so (starstarstarstar)-ed up. Whateverrrr, I today got like up down up down one, HAHA. Swing heree, swing there!
Ended up going to Orchard @ Lido thereeee, to watch movie. Haha, went to Andrea & Sabrina, they're all super funny lozx :D Haha. Watched : He's just not that into you
Guess what? Typical chick flick, thought it was gna be nice, but turned out, BULLSHETZX omg wasted my money on the movie I swear. Cos everything was so cheezy (and full of sexual scenes, omg. And it's PG somemore, tsktsk) and we just kept laughing alot cos it was so spastic.
But on the whole, it was boring. But there was this like super fucking entertaining lady who laughed really loudly and the whole cinema would laugh too! Omgomg, super funny can, haha.
Sabrina, Andrea & me were really laughing like, our ballz off cos it was so spastic and everything. I swear we laughed at everything, though the movie sucked eggs. HAHA.

After that, trained to AMK actually to collect the stuff for everyone but the person cancelled on me cos she didn't bring it along, so had to postpone, again ): Haiz.
I swear, mrt rides w'out my iPod sucks eggs. I was like .. cursing and swearing at myself for not bringing back my iPod. I so stupid, left it in school, cos I rushed today. Ah, stupid lazx ):
Suan le, then from there trained all the way to Bukit Batok, actually wanted to go Jurong meet momma, but in the end she cancelled so bused back from Bukit Batok.
F*ckshetz lazx, was so freaking tired okay (!!!) And it all ended up in a bad mood.

Whateverrr, I'm having a read bad tummyache now )':
No, not cramps. Haha. Flying off next week, and I'm not excited, idk why.
Got damn bad headache -.- I feel damn uncomfortable now.

Forget it, I'm gna watch more dramas.
And forget that I was actually quite sad today.

P/s : Pictures all uploaded in Facebook, dearies.

Edited/1.00 am :
I suddenly miss Aaron alot! ):
I want to watch his dramassss, I want to watch FLH's Mvs, I want more Aaron posterrrrrs, I want more Aaron stufffff, I want more Aaron photocards! ): I want MomoLove to come out, like now! I want to see Aaron act la deyyyy ):

I miss HeroJaejoong & MaxChangmin too! ):
I want more DBSK MVs to come out! And I can't believe that DBSK was suppose to be BBF's main F4 dudes, and they got replaced due to busy schdule! &^%$#$E^@$ If BBF was casted by DBSK, I swear I would scream, then immediately buy the dvd okay!! Original, swear! Omgomgomg, I can't believe it ): I wished they acted in more dramas. Actually, they only acted in like one super short one!? Ah, it's so super sad lor ): I want to see more of 'em! ):

Yes, I'm some random shithead.

-
Neglected + Forgottem + Forsaken = Outcast

MaxChangmin (heart)

2009-02-18T20:31:00.009+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHANGMIN (heart)

If you say he's ugly, you're living in self-denial. Tsktsk.
Happy 21st (or 22nd in Korea) Birthday Shim Changmin! ILY LAZX.
Isn't he just so freaking hot/cool/sexy/whateverrrr.
Youngest + tallest in DBSK, what's not to lovee, he's so charming I swear.
And when he smiles, he looks likah cute lil' boy, okayokayokay!
Ah, what's not to love. How could anyone resist! ):

(Edited/11.20 pm)
Haha, okay I know I owe a picture and whole dedication thing.
Wait, I will. Just that I need to study now ohmygawdzxc ):

18 Feb 09, 18:58
.: where u buy fbts frm?
> Queensway Shopping Centre or online blogshops.

17 Feb 09, 21:20
phoebe: heyyy crazay=DD
> Hello dearest crazy :D

16 Feb 09, 21:45
xtine: Tsk. What pigtails man.

16 Feb 09, 21:44
xtine: OMG. I ALSO HAVE CONVECTIONAL\WHATEVER OVEN. WOOHOO!
> HAHA pigtails. You, mummy daddy thing. Omg super cute canz! Haha, goodie. We are the cool people who have conventional/whatever ovens! HAHA.

16 Feb 09, 21:38
dave: I CAN BAKE TOO!. ICAN BAKE.
> I bet whoever ate your bakings got food poisoning the same day. HAHA.

16 Feb 09, 21:23
[[: lol xP . at least today no work (for me) :X
> Haha, good for you thens.

16 Feb 09, 16:07
he kai: wtf. O.O'''
> Yesyes, my classmates are all super cute. And you're jealous. HAHA.

15 Feb 09, 21:50
kengleng: NO lor, i was the first to ask you qsns, why you can join sport cca and i can't!
> No lorrrr, like the second day of school or smth then you talk to me okay! For like seriously the first person was either Hweepeng/Huixian/Peijun, haha.

15 Feb 09, 20:53
Kimberly: That's all I get? A random rhyme which doesn't make sense? OOOO: (Hahahahaha.)
> HAHA, I actually wanted to write something else, but the rhyme was downright hilarious. I had to write it. Hahaaaa, you agree lozx.

15 Feb 09, 20:36
JOAN: OMG TOILET GANG. JOANNN I MISS YOU SOOOO.

15 Feb 09, 20:34
JOAN: OMG YOU GOT BANGS?!
> HAHA super long ago already man, omg. Toilet gang is the coolest everrr, and I miss you dearly ):

15 Feb 09, 19:58
shiying: yoga lin i meant

15 Feb 09, 19:58
shiying: i dun like yoga.
> Haha I don't really know who he/she is O:

15 Feb 09, 19:33
hweepeng: JOAN IS A BIG IDIOT! I WAS THE FIRST ONE TO TALK TO YOU LAAAAAAA. If i not wrong. :P but i pretty sure okay!!! and amanda doesnt smile all the time!
> Haha okay sorry dearie ): HAHA. Amanda smiles most of the time la deyz, more than you can liao! Haha you lor, always pout O:

15 Feb 09, 15:50
[[: wah long list ;X . thanks for mentioning me ! :D:D
> Haha (:

15 Feb 09, 14:30
kengleng: hello dardar(: omg, today got yoga lin you jia qian ming hui! should i go?:D
> Haha dardar! Idk, up to you. But in the end, you also never go right. Hehe.

15 Feb 09, 12:27
shiying: not to laugh

15 Feb 09, 12:27
shiying: my friend's PSLE oral tester never zip too and she was like controlling herself
> HAHAHA. Omg, so gay I swear. Why can't they check first!?

15 Feb 09, 11:18
AMALINA: I WANT PCTURES FROM CREZAWARDS (!!!!!!!!!!) :D
> Facebook, dear.

14 Feb 09, 16:58
he kai: zzzzzzzzz girls got zip me? oh yeah. sry. i just dun get these things.
> HAHA. School skirt got zip, I think that's what she meant? Haha.

14 Feb 09, 13:54
[[: HAHA.
> Hilariously hilarious.

13 Feb 09, 02:19
phoebe: helloellos awesome joanie. i know u hate people calling u tht.
> Haha who says so. I think its' just gay. But its okay, I'm gay and I like it that freaking way, whoozxc.

12 Feb 09, 21:28
xtine: Girl forget to zip nevermind. Not as impt as guy zip! O_O
> HAHA ya I know! My uncle told his son (who is like 2 years old) that "Birds will fly." if he doesn't zip his pants. HAHAHA, but currently, all that little boy's wearing is rubber shorts. HAHA.

12 Feb 09, 20:40
he kai: dots..... even sex education less horny than that...
> Haha. Girls school, yes.

12 Feb 09, 17:03
[[: (ahhaa , yes , i'm horny.)

12 Feb 09, 17:02
[[: i wonder what if girl forgot to Zip up ? O_O LOL.

12 Feb 09, 17:02
[[: * ew @ the fly . ._.

12 Feb 09, 17:01
[[: ew ._. !fFly
> HAHAA you're all sicko.

12 Feb 09, 16:52
he kai: nanyang side...... zzzzzz. ur always high.

12 Feb 09, 16:52
he kai: zzzzzzzzzzz. fly. :O . and ppl just stood there staring. :O:O . at least not as bad when an hci boy crosses the bridge to nanyang then realise his fly open all the way when finally board the bus from
> HAHA. Omg so funny. I swear that guy could have died on the spot, haha. I'm not always high lor. Hahahaa, maybe? Omg.

11 Feb 09, 21:16
[[: they are meant for you x) ! hahas .
> Thanks dear :D

10 Feb 09, 19:30
xtine: =(
> Why sad face ):

10 Feb 09, 19:19
[[: HAHAHA. i finally found some DBSK photo-stickers ! x)
> HAHA OMG SO COOLZXC.

9 Feb 09, 23:21
Salwa: and to think that oru whole convo started with FudgeTart. Hm.

9 Feb 09, 22:59
Salwa: HAHAHA I SEE MY NAME EVERYWHEREO: WHOO. ILY JOAN:D -grins like there's no tomorrow- (credits to Joan)

9 Feb 09, 22:59
Salwa: Yumyum, the moon's made of cheeeese!:D
> Haha, that's why there's Milkyway! Hehe. Haha. Crazy person, I still think FudgeTart is lame. Oh wait, not lame. Oh yes, ITS LAME.

9 Feb 09, 22:23
[[: Kim Bum's name is weird. BUM ?! O_O HAHAS.
> Hey! He's awesomely cute lozx.

9 Feb 09, 22:17
Salwa: Oh since Zac isn't cool, then he must be SOME temperature riught? So he's hot. THANKYOU JOAN:D HAHAH.

9 Feb 09, 22:09
Salwa: (Ey, Joan, I not idiot okay. I very the coolzx, I freeze evryone. You're cool too, so you freeze everyone too.)

9 Feb 09, 22:09
Salwa: YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY (: (5 is a happy number, yesyes?)

9 Feb 09, 22:08
Salwa: OMG YAY MY NAME 5 TIMES LEH. OMG SO COOL. WHOOWHOO. THANKS JOAN (: {3

9 Feb 09, 20:05
Salwa: HI SU (:
> Haha crazyyyy. I more cool, you shut up. Zac is NOT hot, nor cool. He's just plain ass gay, and not that hot as AHM (heart). HAHA. You jealouss, shhhh.

9 Feb 09, 19:54
Qiaochu; Shiroi: Heyyo Joan, taggies! (: . By the way, tomorrow you guys might find a letter add. to 'iltips' on your classroom floor. Don't thorw it! It's my letter to my angel. My friend aiming very bad -.-'''
> Hello! Haha alrights.

9 Feb 09, 18:10
Sumedha: HI SALWA (:
> *extra person. HELLO SUMEDHAAA.

9 Feb 09, 16:25
LiYing=): heys tagged;D Got any fb?
> Fb - facebook? Go find me (:

8 Feb 09, 22:16
[[: i saw a feilunhai pokercards today at comic connection , hmmm .... xDD !
> Haha omg so cool, but I already have 3, HAHA.

8 Feb 09, 21:53
ROUGE.: Helloooooooo, stupid convo there lah, ps die.
> Haha it was cute okay, honey.

8 Feb 09, 21:42
hweepeng: wa. 1, i am not emo! XD 2, i read your blog like, every day? :D
> YOU ARE LOR, evil denyer. And why can't I access your blog anm!? Pfft. Invite me back leh. Pleaseeee, I very sad when I can't bloghop.

8 Feb 09, 21:04
Salwa: HI SU (:
> *extra person, AGAIN. Hello there.

8 Feb 09, 20:42
Sumedha: HAHAHA, for a moment I thought you said MY (ew) art is nicer than your (wow) art... Almost cried laughing...
> Aye, you art is much nicer than mine lor. PFFT.

8 Feb 09, 20:21
Salwa: Cause it's a nice word. MOOLAH. HAHAHAHA. MOOLAH. HAHAHAHA. (okay sorry again)
> MOOLAH ROCKS HAHAHA.

More than the air I breathe.

2009-02-16T21:43:00.003+08:00

Today, rain ):
No match for seniors, postponed to Wednesday, and I can't watch cos I can't miss tuition again, or else Mr Chin will probably scold his ass off, and let his fly fly O:

Anyo'how. I can't be ass-ed to update today. HAHA too bad.
Pictures are up on Facebook already! :D

I'm so screwed for everything.
Byebye, I'm tired now.

Match tmrw w' Fairfield, go team! :D

I FEEL SO FUCKING PISSED NOW, I SWEAR.
But I have no idea why.

Guess its better to say goodbye to you.

2009-02-15T22:38:00.003+08:00

I hate homework okay, I swear.
Screw all you mean ass teachers who don't spare a thought for us poor little kiddos who just wna spend their weekends watching dramas and listening to DBSK & FLH.
(Fine maybe the last bold-ed part only refers to me, but still, its true lozx)

I'm tired now, after doing Art + Maths + PBL + alot of other bullshetz. Tsktsk.
I didn't study for TingXie cos I left the books in school, and like although Shiying sent over the words for all of us, I can't be ass-ed to go study for 'em.
-'-, I'm so freaking dissatisfied w' myself slacking this weekend.

Wish seniors the best of luck for their deciding game tomorrow! :b
We'll all be going down to CCAB to support & train there too, I guess. I think we're all like frequent visitors of CCAB alrd, every week at least 3 or 4 times there.
Gosh, I really don't want C'div to end, at least not this fast ): It's so sad, y'know.
Oh yes, before I forget, netballers, please go to our blog, I changed skin and updated it alrd. Please don't let the blog dieeee, cos its super kewl yaw. Hahaha, okay very random.

Oh yay, I got my sexy convectional (?) oven alrd, which means ..
I can bake cookies, I can bake muffins, I can bake!
I sound like some aspirating (?) chef, but baking is fun lozx :D Hehe.

I fucking hate it when people force me to do this I don't like.
Stop asking me to do stuff already, bastards. Ah, I'm so edgy today.

I want to drink Milo now O:
And my brother's back in boarding school alrd, oh damnz.

Everyone needs a friend to love.

2009-02-14T14:08:00.003+08:00

Haha late post, but ...
Happy Valentines Day (heart)

Although late, I hope that most people I dedicate here would read it.
It's all in random order, so please don't think I'd love others more than you )':

Netballers :
Ms Lin, The coach that knows us best, makes us feel the best.
Monique, All-time pervertic lovely captain.
Alyssa, Fuzzy + retro hairdo vice-captain, HAHA.
Alina, My favourite tall-buddy, who laughs at everything.
Christine, Sexy who can't stop laughing for more than 5 minutes.
Tiffanie, Always nose-bleeds when she does the duck-face, HAHA.
Kiran, Always there when I need her to gossip about random stuffz.
Shingyee, She's very cuteeee, and quiet ): But still, I love herr.
Coco, My lunch buddy who eats Mc'Spicy grossly. HAHAAA.
Vanessa, My TW drama loveydovey partner. High at random times too.
Sarah, Obsessing over Edward + Chenchen, and she's uber cute.
Perlyn, Always encouraging us on court, even though she's injured D:
Alicia, Although she's be joining C'div '10 after next week, love her still.
Seniors, W'out them, they won't be us.

Clique :
Andrea, HAHA hello stupid Bulma! *waves Dragonballz set hor!
Alyssa, (mentioned above already. No, you won't get another. HAHA)
Amalina, Amaaaaaa, my fellow screamer in class when we see hawtzies.
Namirah, Hyperventilates every now & then over hots, *wiggles eyebrows
Fina, Fina Jahan Bte Abdul Salam! Ex-John Abraham loverrr (maybe still does)
P/s : We need a clique name asap. No, not burn D:

G1 '08/'09 :
Darshini, Hehe. The cute blurblock that laughz non-stop.
Natasha, Quiet, but somehow always smiles alot :D
Kengleng, Dardar! Love her to the bits *kizzes, always super blur.
Fina, (mentioned above already, no more dearie. Love you la. Haha)
Kimberly, Kimbo does the limbo and looks like a hippo, oh so bimbo. (Joking, haha)
Victoria, Although not with us anymore, I miss you dearly, les buddy.
Amanda, She's always smiling no matter whattt, HAHA. Cute lil' thing.
Phoebe, Mycrazy! She's seriously likah tikopek, must watch out. Hehe.
Andrea, (mentioned above already. She's a nightmare, BOO MAHAHA.)
Pei Jun, The first person who talked to me in school, I'll never forget.
Jiayi, The person who takes of her shoes in class, and it makes me laugh.
Amalina, (mentioned above already, haha. But I love her soooo!)
Hannah, I love her art, and she drew Changmin's body so prettily!
Namirah, (mentioned above already, okay. Sexy body wave ohz :D)
Ojasvi, My dadddddy, haha in Anne Frank's play. Forever so cute, love.
Rachel.L, AH she blushes the most easily, and she's freaking adorable.
Ria, my first, rather quiet, table-mate buddy. Although only for a week +
Saraswathi, NCC GIRL, super funny. Entertains me asking stupid questions :D
Salwa, my lame partner. Always randoming & lame-ing w' me, HEHE.
Shiya, Quiet but nicenice :D Don't talk to her much, but still, Haha.
Sharmelee, Omg I loveee herrrr. She's super coooolzx, HAHA. "You stupid girl."
Amirah, Another lil' cute in my class, always enthu about stuffz!
Mindy, xoxo for the Changmin picture, I love her photoshop skillz okay!
Wanjing, GuaiKia, LOVE HERRRR. She's my supplier, and super cuteee.
Sumedha, Su! The super lame cool smart person, who dances as and when :D
Huixian, First person to talk to me too, and though quiet, super cuteeee.
Hweepeng, Hehe. One of the first to talk to me too, and now she's super funny.
Jieling, Sweetest girl everr, chairman la dey. Haha, very cute de :D
Ruoning, Curtains! HAHA I think your hair is zeh coolest alrights!
Shuyu, Although I don't know you well, I hope I can be your friendyyy.
Rebecca, Pervert/Biantai! Everyday also so perverticccc, tsktsk. HAHA.
Cheryl, Choir girl, she can sing very zeh well :D Hehehehehe.
Shengyu, Funny person, and I liked them sitting behind us )':
Shiying, HAHA otaku! Bridget! Hahahaa, she's super funny :D
Rachel.T, My fav. Chinese rep! :D But she's very quiet, yet cute.
Priyanka, Smart person. ): And pretty funny at times too.
Yuejiao, Twinny! Her bangs are super cool okay, hehe.
Zhihui, Very cute lil' red cross person :D Haha, innocent face.
Christine, Squishy is kewt & kewl. Love her loadssss *pigtails

Seniors, Thanks for always guiding us, esp. my angel - NurulHuda (:

Primary School :
Eden, Mylove. Always seeing her popping out. HAHAAA, love her.
Ashley, Pretty queen. (: She's super cute & sweet, *kizzes
Joan.O, Joaniee. We always got mixed up in class, and my inspiration to bangs, HAHA.
Elizabeth, My bitching-mate, and pretty lil' bimbo. HAHAAA :D
Samantha Lun, Currently in Crescent still, sexy legs! Iie lurbbbbbzx youz.
Jingxian, Omg, my super tall matey since Primary one. HAHAHA.
Bryan, Super horny kor. Who likes to get emo over loads of stuff ):
Gerald, Haha super random kor, thanks for always pei-ing me.
Yingxuan, Super whitey friend O: Haha, I love herrrr, cos she's always smacking me.
Valerie, Ex-track mate, and super tall too. ): I hate you tall people. HAHA.
Wendy L/H, Haha love you both, always smacking me and screaming for nothing.

Charitians, Thanks for being the best of classmates for 3 years.
Faithians, Although only for a year, it was yet the best everrr.
M2/C1, Banding classmates, you guys are the sexiest everrrr.
Toilet Gang, HAHA yes, by Mrs Lee. Love you guys, now and forever.

Everyone else I missed,
I didn't mean to miss you guys out ): I'm just super lazy to type alrd.
But everyone who still remembers/does not remember me already,
I remember you, and you guys have made my life complete (heart)

"And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of the night in June
I Didn't know much of love, but it came too soon
And There was me and you, and then it got real blue
Stay at home talkin' on the telephone and
We would get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at our selves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

As we go on, we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change, from whatever
We will still be, friends forever

So if we get the big jobs and we make the big money
When we look back now, will that joke still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there? Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly"

Thanks to all those who bought/gave me presents,
wished me Valentines, gave me a hug, whatever.
You guys mean more than the world to me <3

Your smile keeps me up for days.

2009-02-13T23:41:00.005+08:00

Happy Valentines/Friendship day tmrw, loves.

Happy Birthday Coach Elangovan :D

I miss track, haha. But netball's still zeh ultimate loveydovey woohooz.

Update coming up tmrw okey, today was an awesome day :D
I'm dead beat and I have training in less that 8 hours from now.

Friday the 13th, is profoundly bad, anyo'how.
Oh great. I really wanted a picture w' them, like really really wanted to ): And Andrea, Alyssa & Namirah got it, w'out me. W' me staring at 'em take zeh picture.
And we didn't manage to get a picture w' Taufik )': )': cos his agent said that he didn't want a group of mad girls chasing him to take picture. Stupid, I wanted a picture too!
My pictures were all so unglam. And we didn't manage to take a clique photo too, due to something. If you know, shut up. If you don't, don't ask.

Ah, people. Please do me (or actually Sijing) a favour please?
Help him vote for his Captain @ http://redsports.sg/2009/02/11/redsportsvii-volleyball/
Vote for : Oliver Yeo (#1, Clementi Town Secondary, Open Spiker)
Okay ah, thanks a bunch lovelies *kizzes Love you guys.

Upset without a voice, tears without a sob.
Mixed emotions, HAHA. Whateverrr, whateverrr, I'm tired.

P/s : Everyone, please send me your pictures from CrezAwards okay! Luvluvz.

Crazy love.

2009-02-11T21:55:00.005+08:00

I can't believed I missed tuition today ):
And for the first time, I wished I didn't, cos I missed out the most hilarious thing.
He had his fly open for like more than an hour, for god's sake O: And you guys just kept laughing. What if his ballz dropped off, you guys ah *tsktsktsk
Little brother will feel cold in the intense cold lorrr, you guys are evil HAHAHAAA.
I bet when he went out for 10 minutes, he was feeling super cold at his lower body, but somehow or another, he couldn't pinpoint where, SO HE CAME BACK IN THE CLASS.
AHAHAHAHHAHA OKAY, I have a great imagination :D HAHAHAHA.
Yes, I'm sick. For entertainment purposes only. All offence is not applied, but take it if you must :D HAHAHAHA, I CAN'T STOP LAUGHING. Seriously, fly. Ew, but hilarious.
(Read Kimbo's blog for more)

Okay, skipped training cos of tuition, and guess what!? Only 8 people came.
I'm not saying anything, just a little disappointed. Haha, but it was not anyone's fault, so okay.
Although I'm still quite sad I missed tuition. Fly! ): Aw manzx.
Kimberly/Ian/Ben had all the fun. No fair, no one share w' me, D: Everytime also like that lor.
Anywayyyy, school all bad today. Unlucky day, I swear. I'm so upset I don't wna talk about so there. Here's my update today. HAHA, cos I don't feel happy today, too bad.

C'div, we can do it tmrw okay <3
It doesn't matter win/lose, all that matters is that we give it all, and not regret.
Love you guys, jiayous jiayous jiayous. Wooooosh, here we go again!

I like drinking Milo, yay.

HAHA WAITWAIT ONE MORE THINGGGG.
Latest gossip from yours truly : I think (dashdashdash) has a mega crush on (dashdash), and if one day (dashdash) likes (dashdashdash), I wish the best of luck to both parties.

HAHAHAAHAAAA, DASHES ARE COOLZXZX SHETZ.
Hm, rather high now.

A little not too over it.

2009-02-10T18:29:00.003+08:00

Emotional, emotional, emotional.
You guys can tell why right ):

We can do it, we put a a great fight, and I'm proud of everyone of you guys.
Even though I didn't play today, from outside, I still felt that you guys were awesome.
Pick yourself up from this match, learn from it, and strive for the next one.
We can do it, C'div, we can do it. We can, and we will do it.
Don't give up alrights, love you guys *teddy bear hug

You take me where I've never been,
help me on my feet again,
Show me the good things come to those who wait.
Tell me I'm not on my own,
tell me I won't be alone,
Tell me what I'm feeling isn't a mistake.
You can set me from myself, you can.
And its you and no one else,
and if I could wish upon tomorrow,
tonight would never end.
If you ask me I would follow,
but for now I'd just pretend.

When I think of you.

2009-02-09T21:13:00.006+08:00

And yes, Kim Bum is cute + hot *kizzes

I can't wait for BBF episode 11 + 12 to come out today & tmrw (!!) :D

My update these days are so boring, ain't it? D:
Nothing much exciting happening these days, except for the fact that the Zonals are on, and we're having a game tmrw against Raffles (gosh), so yes. Boring, as a whole.

Let's start w' school then, ohmygosh, everyday is so the same.
But today was extremely like tiring, cos no have slack period. I was like half dead by Chinese which was last period, and Pan thought I was sick :b Heehee. Whoopsie daisies, dozing off.
Finally, I swear : Fina said that Aaron (!) was cute. HAHAHA, I'm so happy.
And we're gna get a samesame-oh shirt to bring to India together w' the rest of the bubz, cool right. Be jealous, haha. I hope it turns out okay *prays hard
Haven't done sorting out my computer, I'm barely halfway done, sweat shetz thing. *grumble

Been high-ing w' Salwa like non-stop today & yesterday, stupid FudgeTart.
Ask her for details, I guarentee (?) you she'll blabber her ass off about 'it'. Yes, its an 'it'. Its a toothbrush, for heaven's sake. She names thing, I wonder why :b
Yesyes, Salwa is my official business partnerrrr, *whisper secrets HAHA jealous.
She's so nice she's gna buy me a balloon *muackzz Ain't she the sweetest. Valentine's so coming w' a big bang this year yaw. And I'm not gna let it go like some shitass day.
I'm gna spend it w' everyone I love @ CrezAwards, and holllaaa, I'm gna make sure I enjoy myself highing the shitz outta myself. Okay, I sound so retarded, but yes. HEEHEE.

Man, I can't wait to fill my wall w' DBSK (kizzes) & Aaron (kizzzzes), haha.
Mawmaw, I need new songs. I need new songs. Although I just took 1000 + from my brother. Haha, we did a trade anw. His songs are all so hardcore, oh damn ): He likes english. *gasp
Anyo'how. I'm gna make sure by like March, everything I want will be here, everything will be settled, and I'll be a happy asshole by March, woohooz.
March is my target. And I'm gna make sure I hit it, bullzeye. (Oh, how lame)

C'div, good luck for tmrw's match.
Don't overestimate, don't underestimate. Stay calm, keep cool and all will be fine. Remember, Love is for me & you (in this case, us). So jiayous okeyyyy, iie lurrbzzxxx uuex qquyz! {3

Guess what? (Check out my profile)
I'm gay and I like it.
I think I should go make a shirt like that and customize it, cos its so zexy (Salwa's phrase). Haha, Zexy is cool, but Zac Efron ain't :D *in your face, Salwa.
Everyone loves Aaron now lor. HAHAHA, in your smelly faces, those who didn't like him, cos now I know you do cos everyone does and so do I. *happy face

Today was such a random update.
Dora Dora Dora! ): Why won't you be un-fat someday.

> Edited/10.08 pm :
Salwa : Boobz (Credits to Yours Truly)
Me : Ballz (Ditto)
Boobz + Ballz + BuzinezzPartnerz = BBB = B(cube)

Omg, I can't believe we're so lame.

> Edited/10.31 pm :
Salwa's entertaining me like no tmrw.

Ah, hah. Look at our PM(s), so sexy lor.

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Then she goes like this :

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I told her Elope was a strong word.

Guess what.

And she goes :

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What a typical Salwa.
(Look look how many more times have I mentioned your name huh!? :D)

And to end off ...

I can't stay away.

2009-02-08T19:44:00.007+08:00

Sundays are always a great day for me to laze around and ..
do irritating homework, and this sunday, I'm sorting out my computer, big time.
Cos my brother says that not organizing your computer is : Utterly Disgusting

And so. Yes, I am clearing out and organizing my computer, and to my dear horror, I have a billion rubbish stuff inside, which is the main cause of my computer being ugly. Real ugly.
Which has unfortunately, led to me being all frustrated over it ): I hate ugly com. So I have set my mind to clear my computer before heading off to India, so I can happily fly off.
You must be thinking "Why the hell does she need so much time to clear her computer?"
My answer : Cos I was being sucha lazy ass I saved everything\anything everywhere, eg. My songs can be in pictures\documents\received files\bluetooth files. Yes, its that bad. My computer is in a very, very, I repeat, ugly state. It's so ugly I don't wna recognise it ):

Today was my cousin's first month celebration, headed to Grandma's place for lunch.
My cousins went to hog the Wii ): So I went to play BlackJack, HAHAAAA. I won more moolah leh. I've been winning for every week, and yes, I'm super haolianz about it *flaunts
Money makes me happy. Money makes you happy. Money makes everyone happy :D
I sound like some person heavily in debt, but whateverrr, say what you like. You're just jealous you don't have moolah. HAHAAA, okay joking. Not funny, I get it.

Ah, I have a ton of homework to clear.
And I know this update is super boring, endure awhile more ): still no pictures yet though. No inspiration\mood to take any pictures, aw. So yes, nothing nothing nothing.
I wna change my blogskin soon, cos I think this one's boring me out, but still okay I guess.

Valentine's coming yeah, and I'm all alone ):

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I just read someone's blog about Derek Redmond, and I swear its damn touching.
Probably I'll remember him for life, although the event was like 2 years back ): Father and son, both touched my heart. Best athlete ever, he's the inspiration.
If you don't know go check it out.

(Omg I edited this post like three billion times, but whatever)
I feel like spamming emo quotes, and then look at the pouring rain.
Tsk, so emo. Hahaaa, whatever. Honey's spamming hellos to me, cos she thinks Goodbyejoan sounds so sad. She suggests : Zai jian, cos it means see you again. :b *laughs
I don't ever wna say goodbye, cos I don't want to see you go ):

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I should reply 'em by now, its really piling up.
I like tag replies cos they always make my post seem sooooo long :b

8 Feb 09, 18:26
xtine: exactly curtains.
8 Feb 09, 17:31
Ruoning: Same tag as christine O: Diary?!
> Its not that bad la, its like a reflection thing.

7 Feb 09, 10:05
Salwa: MOOLAH. HAHAHA. I'm laughing myself silly with that word. HAHAHA. Sorry.
> And I always wonder why ;b

6 Feb 09, 23:15
xtine: Netball also need diary.. what?!
> Haha reflection book!

6 Feb 09, 22:49
EdenZ: bangsaiiiiiiiiiiiiii!
> Stop calling me that, shettz ):

6 Feb 09, 22:37
shiying: LOL!
> I know right, all those perverts.

6 Feb 09, 22:07
kengleng.: you said how could anyone not love them right. well, i'm one that doesn't!(: haha. and why like he got breast one. paiseh lah. but abit disgusting. say i dno how to appreciate or wad not.
> HAHA you horny thing *laughz w' Yuejiao. Lol, everyone loves them lor, including you. You're just living in sad denial, dardar.

6 Feb 09, 21:54
AMALINA: PHOEBE *
6 Feb 09, 21:53
AMALINA: HAHA. PGOEBE IS HILARIOUS! HAHA.
> She's all sick and sick, I swear.

6 Feb 09, 17:57
phoebe: ohmygod unoe's nipple!!!
> Ew. Ew! ): Look at his hot body lah, not his bloody tits :O

5 Feb 09, 23:24
[[: & i intend to use those ugly mask for the crezaward thing ._. i can;t be bothered to shop for a pretty one xD
5 Feb 09, 23:23
[[: i am going to be hated for saying this , but the maths teacher is evil . well to me at least :K . xD ! and what phrasebook O_O ..?? . jy on your homework + begging for donations ! x)
> Hahaaaa. No lah, she's quite okay. You should help me w' the donations part, HAHAAAA. I don't like leh, but looks like I won't have the time, so oh well ): *super sad face.

5 Feb 09, 21:36
♥FINA: Mein Tumse Pyar Karti Hoon , JOAN.
> Je'taime, haha.

5 Feb 09, 21:34
xtine: BTW. DROP ART. =D
4 Feb 09, 23:41
xtine: Josn: OMG. TOFU! ='(
4 Feb 09, 23:41
xtine: Shiying: Spot on!
> Hahaaaaaa, tofu!

4 Feb 09, 22:45
shiying: art is nice when u draw watever comes to your mind. not with themes and topics!
> I think topics are okay lah, if not I won't know what to do D:

4 Feb 09, 20:59
Ellie: hahaha. Friendlier than all the seniors I know :D haha. and i guess you are too busy to reply my letter?(:
> Haha thanks, and yes. Sorry! D:

4 Feb 09, 19:54
Ruoning: You have been nominated for Thankfest!
> You're so sweet, dearie.

4 Feb 09, 18:52
Sumedha: TEEHEE :D
4 Feb 09, 18:51
Sumedha: Jooooooooooooooooooan, your Art so nice :( I want to punch you. :(((((
> No its not nice ): Yours is so much nicer okeyy!

3 Feb 09, 22:42
[[: OHS. drop art yeahs (: !!!

3 Feb 09, 19:22
[[: OMG ? $65 FOR A SHIRT ?! o_o so damn ex lehhs .
> Haha, its the official shirt whatt, and I so want it *hinthint Hahaa, I may drop art, see how things go bah.

3 Feb 09, 18:05
Eden: helloooooxxxx.
> Helloz, you never date me so long ):

3 Feb 09, 16:34
Eileeen.: But oh well. He's going to China next / next next week. :3

3 Feb 09, 16:34
Eileeen.: Eh!! Why your brother go boarding school and mine didn't? ): And I thought they were the same level.
> Hahaa, my brother Sec4 this year? I think there's a selection, and only selected people can go. My brother went China last year already, 6 weeks. Gosh, it was long.

3 Feb 09, 08:58
hweepeng: richpeoplegotoboardingschools?
> Nah, selected people. Not rich, haha.

3 Feb 09, 00:02
He kai: Lol? At Hwa chong if i'm not wrong joan's bro there, its compulsory to Go to boarding school at sec 3 or something i think.
> Haha, not compulsory. Just you apply and see if they select you.

2 Feb 09, 21:57
xtine: Don't worry la. My brother went to boarding school a while before and it really won't affect you so much =D
> You're got a point, now that I realize it. But sitll, I prefer him at home, hehe.

2 Feb 09, 21:27
jj: i'm not bad mood yet
> I bet now you are after today's BlackJack session :b

2 Feb 09, 20:57
phoebe: annoying or not, i'm taggin you again=]]
> Haha no its not annoying, you should tag me more, mycrazydearie.

2 Feb 09, 20:45
[[: ew i hate boarding school -.- !!! it's like you wear uniform the whole day ? o.o
> Haha no! Omg since when did that happen!? You don't wear uniform the whole day lor. Only in school hours, haha.

2 Feb 09, 20:22
hweepeng: why your brother go boarding schoollll?! so cool! >:
> Hahaaaa, cos he got selected and he wants to study more, oh well.

2 Feb 09, 16:52
he kai: well, it is nice, actually. come to think of it.
> Haha yeaps.

1 Feb 09, 22:41
phoebe: hello pervyy ;D i'm being random here, so shuddap already.
> You're the Pervy lah, dearie. Hahaaa, I didn't say anything.

1 Feb 09, 22:03
hweepeng: i just realised you had another post after your reply tags one. -.- anyway hor, i am not emo! :D im a very happy person generally. :DD ohmygosh. who is daniel ong. -____- so cool la. XD
> Haha. You should read my blog more often, wheehooz. You're emo lor, along w' the "emo club" in our class who gets emo over very non-emo things :b Hahaaa.

1 Feb 09, 19:58
xtine: BE HAPPAYE. =DDD The world ends in 2012! WOOHOO
> HAHAA YESYES. (Seriously, emo is nuuu-guuuuuudz)

1 Feb 09, 18:37
alina: oooohhhhhhhh HAHAH OMG
> Hahaa yes. I have loads of evil pictures of you guys :b

1 Feb 09, 17:37
shiying: haha the page is funny
> Haha yeah, although rather racist I must say.

1 Feb 09, 15:34
Sumedha: HAHA, but the fb page does make sense ;) So did u join the group? :)
> Nah, I didn't wna be racist, but its true :D

1 Feb 09, 15:16
Lisa: hey jie, relink yeah! oh, you want aaron's poster? i got hell lots, LOL
> I want, of cos I want. Gimme gimme lahz ): Meetup okey, ahah.

1 Feb 09, 15:06
[[: oh ya why ur brother need to go to boarding school

1 Feb 09, 13:18
[[: i'll , try to be happier ..? :/
> You should. Haha, he got selected and he wna spend more time w' friends\study.

1 Feb 09, 12:46
amanda(:: wahhsei i thought that picture with your cousin in it was some picture you found on google xDD!
> Haha cool right. My cousin's super adorable, I swear.

31 Jan 09, 22:56
phoebe: science is made for napping, retard.
> But Teo always pick on me lor.

31 Jan 09, 20:47
hweepeng: WAAAAA. I THOUGHT YOU WOULD REPLY TAGS LIKE, IN FEBRUARY OR SOMETHING! HAHA ;DDD
> HAHA, so random.

31 Jan 09, 19:56
AMALINA: The Joan i'm referring is you, heh. And i said that Zac is cute NOT hot. TSK.
> Oh my. Hahaaaa, finefine.

31 Jan 09, 18:13
dave: remember man :B im still stalking your cousin!
> You're scary, stupid baka mama.

31 Jan 09, 18:05
xtine: Yes. Yes it is. It is that bad
> I never knew.

One way road to nowhere.

2009-02-07T01:38:00.004+08:00

Ah, I have training like 5 plus hours from now,
and I'm still not asleep. Dear me, I can't get to sleep, somehow.

Insomnia *gasp
Haha, okay that was bullshetz (my fav. word currently) cos I just can't get to sleep once in awhile. Normally after a long day of school + training, I can't wait to sleep.
I'm lazy to keep inserting smiley faces in my typing, so yes, that shall appear yes. Which reminds me how random I am these days, spamming smiley faces everywhereez.
Anyway, my point is : I can't sleep, so I watch drama. HAHA, okay no la.

BBF is seriously getting into me, although the Japanese version was awesome. I shall rank the Taiwanese one the lowest cos got the least hotter guy, HAHA. Korean/Japanese are like so much better, I swear watching it like a gazillion times won't affect me much.
I've been cutting down alot of my drama sessions due to overwhelming homework and trainings, plus now zonals' period and all, plus me doing CIP hours, etc.

Today (okay, yesterday) I went for CIP at National Library @ Bugis w' Twin + Dardar, and I just realised Dardar is freaking pervertic. Hahaaa, we were all laughing like mad.
School was okay for like the whole day, and surprisingly, I didn't feel sleepy in any class okay *huge smile, haolianz in your smelly face
Created iMedia in school today, totally like Facebook, kinda boring after awhile. But nevertheless, its fun clicking everywhere like some idiotic retard. Yups, yup.
Collected my posters + Dar and Ama's, I swear I'm happy about it. Hahaa, I need to revamp my room. It's like .. plain. And I was teasing Dar that if she puts Jay Chou on her ceiling (cos she wants to paste his poster on her ceiling, gosh), she cfm get heart attack everytime wake up. HAHAAA, she totally got my point that : He's old and not-hot-at-all.
She insists he's hot anw. Luckily, she's got one new hot obssesion (?), which I totally agree that he's seriously cute. Heehee, dearest Kim Bum *kizzes

I'm still rather pissed that no websites can buffer my videos fast.
And if they buffer fast, its not complete. Ah :b The subs are like broken too, mehz.
PPS also don't have, I guess. I haven't checked it in awhile, ): I should. Yups.
Pervert says 2am & 2pm are hot, I need to go check 'em ou *winkwink

I seriously need to get to bed now, or tmrw I'm screwed shetz.
Ah hah, I feel so freaking thirsty now (randomrandom)

Today's post is sucha not-here-not-there post, whatever.

P/s : Ew you perverts at my tagboard, all fantasizing about U-know's tits. HAHAAA, such perverts :b Seriously, the main thing is that he's hot, and there you go around laughing about his .. y'know. Haha, read yourself. Okay now I sound pervertic, its all your fault, pervert :b

YunhoU-know (heart)

2009-02-06T00:01:00.008+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YUNHO/U-KNOW (heart)
I swear he's super hawt okayy, YunJae love, sexy lah :D Heehee.
But nevertheless, MinJaeAaron still my most hotz okayokayyy :3

I swear, they're like the hottest boy band living now.
Happy 23rd (or 24th in Korea) Birthday Jung Yunho, *kizzes
How could anyone not adore 'em, seriously, HAHA.

Valentine.

2009-02-05T22:06:00.005+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELIZABETH (heart)

(No picture of her, till I find 'em, sorryz)
Ah, I miss you so much darling. Although we may not be as close as before,
hope you still remember all the silly and fun things we did. Love you, *muackz

HAPPY (belated) BIRTHDAY SAMANTHA.L (heart)

(Also no picture, till I find 'em/have time, sorryz)
Dearest, heehee. From Primary school till now Secondary school, yay.
Sorry for not posting about your b'day ytd, slipped my mind *slaps myself
Love you ttm, sexy legs :D Heehee, *muackzz

I'm so happy I finished art. Hahaaa, it was one tough shit okay ):
And I still have so many homework undone, I'm so dead, tired too.

I need to list 'em down, so I can slow do :

Chinese
> A whole shetz pile of it, this weekend must clear.
> Note to self to buy newspaper and read the ShaoNianWenZhai.
Maths
> Exercises, ohmygosh. I haven't do this week's one yet!
> Slides, I can't believe she's bombing us w' so much *whine
Science
> Theory book, tmrw must ask people how to do alrd ):
> My notes, still like half done. Alamakzx, I so scrwed lor.
English
> A whole shetzload of newspaper articles, like more than 10 alrd. HAHA.
> Phrasebook, I think I should continue w' it right, aw man.
> Memorize script for tmrw, I hate acting. Haha.
Art
> Caricature (?) , and I think I'm gna suck like shetz at this.
> Need to print out more pictures for caricature.
Netball (omg, cannot believe right)
> Write netball diary, omg I'm so lagging behind *slaps myself
Tuition
> Maths worksheets + spare undone questions
> Science paper, omgomgomg. Dora the explora is evil, fackkk.

And all other upcoming bastard projects *double whine

Then I need to shop for people's clothes for Salwa + I forgot who. Oh and I need to shop for a hell lotta stuff for people too :b Aw man. Collecting is becoming a hassle.
Plus masks for Crezawards + present for Valentine + a whole lotta shetzioz.
Plusplus I have CIP tmrw and a whole lotta other ass stuff I can't be bothered to.
And then I wna go Limelight, and then have to go for India, and before that have to do so much shopping w' clique and other bullthangs :b

And the conclusion is ...

I need moolah.
So, anyone\everyone, please start funding me, HAHA.

Update coming soon.

And it makes me start to wonder.

2009-02-03T21:40:00.002+08:00

ArtArtArt
is killing my ass off.

And I still ponder if I wna drop it next year, gosh.
I want to do so many things now, yet I'm stuck w' stupid art D:
Although, I can't deny at times it really inspires me, it still makes me stress.

I wna know, who ever told you I was letting go,
the only joy I've ever know.
I'm glad we're on this one way street, just you and I.
I never wna say goodbye, cos I never wna see you cry.
I swore to you my love would remain, and I swear it all over again.
I'm never gna treat you bad, cos I never wna see you sad.

Love found me, and I found you.

2009-02-02T22:41:00.006+08:00

Updated my rants somewhere else :b
Hahaaa, not much of a mood today to update cos I'm terribly tired.

Training was awesome today, despite the torturing sun scorching down like nobody's business, which has therefore resulted me in having super red cheeks now :b
Hahaaa, laugh all you want, I don't care. *sticks out tongue at you. I like being tan lor, better than being some weird white ass, tofu tofu, HAHAAA. (Okay not funny)
Ah, right. I'm suppose to like do homework, but I left my textbook in school, so shetz lor.
So now, I'm like trying to do art, and I'm sure I'm so gna fail again okay, damn sad case.
Failure case HAHAAAA. And cos I also do like super slow, cannot meet deadline, cfmz )':

Okay I don't wna update anymore. ):
My brother's enjoying himself in boarding school, just that the internet there cmi, HAHA keep disconnecting. But got all his kaki-buddybuddy study w' him, so good lor :D
I haolian-ed my posters in school today *beams, haolianzzxx.
I still like it lor, despite everyone not :b Fine, on the wall they go HEEHEE.

I don't feel like sleeping tonight, I want to watch my dramas, badly.
But I know that's not possible, cos the moment I get on my bed (which I'm planning to), probably I'll fall asleep immediately due to extreme case of fatigue. HAHA.
Match tmrw w' Bendemeer (?) , need to rest well. Jiayous team, love you sweeties :D
Apply whatever Coach has taught us, cos tmrw is the last shot we've got. Give it your all, win\lose, we're still a team. Don't ever regret okay love, don't regret.

I'mma happy kiddo cos .. I get to run competitive for X'country :DD
HAHAHA actually whoever in the world also can, but I likey it, woohooz.

I love my triple push pop & ice lemon tea.
P/s : Anyone interested in sponsering me 65 bucks to go my my DBSK official shirt ): I so badly want it, and I so badly don't have the cash, sadly. Ohmyfagz lor. ):
P/s/s : On second thought, anyone who has the cash and don't wish to sponser me, yet you want the shirt, please let me know, cos I can help you contact the seller, thanks love.

Give me one more chance, to make it right.

2009-02-01T10:53:00.003+08:00

My brother's moving to boarding school today,
for four whole freaking months (although he'll be back for most weekends).
And I'm all sulking here. Great, all alone at home again, screw it.

Everyone (okay, maybe only dudes in my class)'s being so emo these days, I don't know why. Totally brings down the mood for like, everything lor. Cheer up, assholes.
I don't even have the atmosphere\mood to be happy alrd lor lor lor ):
Although, I did win a little cha-chingz yesterday at my aunt's place, another round of BlackJack, teeheeheez. That means I can buy moreez posters (or save, reluctantly). Tsktsk.
And then I'll spam paste 'em on my wall and smile to myself, if that is my poppa\momma allows. Cos they don't really like my destroying my very-blue-white-plain wall :3
I want to paint my wall polkadots! Hm, probably white base + red\pink polkadots. That would be awesome, wooooz. Okay, my dream wall lah, highly not gna happen.

I just realised, I haven't been watching dramas, for a very long time.
I seriously need to sit down and watchwatchwatch, till my eyeballz bleed (ew).
But I can't like now, cos the whole f*cking world in a bad mood, including my family\friends\oxygen whatever. Everyone's such an ass, fine w' me.
All you bastards, stay in a bad mood and hope the world ends by 2016 right.
I can't be bothered to give a damn anymore. Everyone (okay, most of 'em) I love is looking at life so negatively, so why should I embrace the world happily. Screw everyone, screw everyone.

Let me hold you, for the last time.

2009-01-31T16:49:00.003+08:00

Aw man, I just reached home not long, and I stinkkkkz.
I should be bathing like now, but I think I'll reply tags before scooting off :D
Then I needa go out again, will update + pictures tmrwtmrw loveyz.

31 Jan 09, 13:44
Sumedha: It's so funny! :D

31 Jan 09, 13:43
Sumedha: HAHA, check this group out on fb, http://www.facebook.com/group.php?gid=2210922355&ref=ts. DORA IS AN ILLEGAL IMMIGRANT.
- Omg, that is seriously freaking funny! And I sorta agree. But Dora is cute leh, HAHA, illegal immigrant seems abit harsh :3 Teeheeheez.

31 Jan 09, 10:35
kengleng.: That means you don't want any DBSK-ish stuff? (points up, at the heart desires there.)
- I want I want! :3 (Look I changed it, *wiggles eyebrows)

30 Jan 09, 23:38
ANDREA!: OMG. HAHA! wassup YA'LL!! HAHA (alyssa ^_^) BULMA IS HEREEE. HAHAHAH!!! wassup BALLZ
- HAHAHA seriously. Ya'll need tah chill yaw, and I'll blue-tooooootz you a song on your birdddd-dayy okay, HAHA. Sup Bulma, I'mma cool ballahz :D LOL.

30 Jan 09, 22:54
Salwa: HAHA THE CHATLOGS ARE FUNNY.
- HAHA they're all spastic, and making me laugh like mad :3

30 Jan 09, 22:41
[[: hmm. i forgot . about daniel ong. i was like thinking "SHE GORT BROTHER MEH. o_o !"
- HAHA. They look alike mah, so easy to remember :b

30 Jan 09, 20:40
phoebe: nope, actually it's alright, better than sucky english anways.
- Agree. English is nice lor, I think its so much better than Science, D:

30 Jan 09, 19:06
[[: art sucks la. i'm gonna drop it next year (:
- Art is okay whattt, quite fun/nice actually. Hahaaa, I may drop it too anw, if it gets like too tough. I suck at art anw, whoohooz.

30 Jan 09, 18:11
Kimberly: HAHAHAHAHA. Terrorist manzxz.
- I know, HAHA. One day, Mavis' going down down down :O

30 Jan 09, 17:28
hweepeng: ....dora.............my face's cramping. hahahaa
- HAHA okayokay. Super funny right. I didn't expect many people to find it funny though, teeheeheez. Dora is fat ): Aw man.

30 Jan 09, 13:08
JOEMIN: yoz sexy. (:
- Yoz sexyyy-er-er.

29 Jan 09, 22:22
phoebe: exactlyyyyyy.
- Its okay lah )':

29 Jan 09, 21:27
xtine: ART IS WASTING MY TIME
- It's not that bad, is it? :B

29 Jan 09, 20:49
Ellie: haha hey senior!(: i realised I'm Very friendly =) heehee!
- Haha hello junior. Yeap you are, but I'm friendlier (?) HAHA.

29 Jan 09, 19:41
[[: *effort wasted. open book test ._. !

29 Jan 09, 19:41
[[: your effort was wasted ! :O HAMburger (: !
- Haha but still, I think I screwed the test ): Hamburger, coolshetz.

29 Jan 09, 19:24
Eden: Hiz
- Hiz? :3

29 Jan 09, 18:25
kengleng.: HI dardar. yay hero is shuai! But jay Chou got more mei4 li4((:
- HAHAAA yesyes we all know Jae's the hawtz :D Jay Chou old alrd lah, old then no more mei li, tsktsk. (Hahaaaa, although his songs are nice though)

29 Jan 09, 12:11
hweepeng: I WANNA SLEEP TOO
- Who doesn't manzx.

28 Jan 09, 22:54
xtine: Ham membership card. O_O
28 Jan 09, 22:54
xtine: OOH WHAT MEMBERSHIP CARD =D

28 Jan 09, 22:54
xtine: OMG. HAM. I AM HUNGRY.
- HAHAAAA the three words "I am hungry" reminds me of Andrea. HAHA anwwww, the membership card was like damn random. Now that you put it as Ham membership card, I'm gna laugh my ballz off lah. HAHAAAA.

28 Jan 09, 22:02
hweepeng: im a goon? o.o heh, thanks man!
- You didn't bring back your textbook ah, whoopz :XX

28 Jan 09, 21:37
♥FINA: awww, u did it for meee. thanks babe. love ya:)
- Hahaaaa love you too, but I know you love me more *muackzz

28 Jan 09, 20:43
hweepeng: not. hot.
- Hot. To. The. Max. (Your Jesse not hot lah! And I want the second book, help me find? Pweety plu-easeezzz, thanks)

28 Jan 09, 11:31
xtine: The stuff you want me to do, what size ah =D
- Anysize, prefably wallpaper size, but as long its sexy/hot :D HAHA.

27 Jan 09, 23:00
Eden: HAH WHY IS EVERY GUY HOT TO YOU? STUPID.
- No lah, I got specially choose one okay! Hahaaaa, and like seriously, they are hot lor :D

27 Jan 09, 22:53
ying xuan!: well joan, it was very funny! dont try to deny it! hahahaha ;D
- No it wasn't! ): It was gay and wrong, HAHAAAA.

27 Jan 09, 21:23
ANDREA!: that jaejoong guy is GAY LAH. GAY MANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN
- He's so NOT gay lorrrr. Aaron Johnson is gay ah! (Actually he's not, I just wna piss her off) Jaejoong is hotttt, not gay okay! :3

27 Jan 09, 16:12
shiying: money makes the world go round. ;D
- Yeap it does, cha-chingz :b

26 Jan 09, 22:56
he kai: Diao.... But imagine using t9 input to type in a c box! Seems tarded. But yet i dun like a qwerty pad on a phone. -.-'
- HAHAHA. But its coolshetz right, heehee :B

26 Jan 09, 18:58
[[: and somemore we have hwk on cny ?! ): we can't even celebrate in peace lol
- Ya lor, somemore no angpow, stupidshetz ):

26 Jan 09, 18:47
AMALINA: TODAY'S HERO JAEJOONG'S BRTHDAYYYYYY. Heh.
- I know I know! :DD :DD :DD

26 Jan 09, 18:08
xtine: I WANT MONEY $_$
- Who doesn't! :3 Moneymoneymoney x.x

26 Jan 09, 12:45
Sumedha: JOOOOOOOOOOAN, hi. LOL, i just wanted to say that your, no, OUR phone does NOT suck! it's cool, okeh. :D
- HAHAAAAA, but for mine (and alot of people's), it cranks up and restarts, which is kinda irritating, but now I'm starting to appreciate it! :D love our phones, whoooz.

26 Jan 09, 10:53
Farah: Happy Chinese New Year!
- Same to you (:

25 Jan 09, 23:30
LiYing=): hey joan! tagged;) anyway Happy CNY!!! haha cant wait to wear new clothes and get more $$!!!!!
- Haha same to you, I know! Money + new clothes = Happy people :D

25 Jan 09, 21:05
joan: HAHHAHAH HEY HEY I WANNA CATCH YOUR WAVE
- HAHAHA no wantttt, later got shark :O

25 Jan 09, 19:09
Ellie: hahaha I'm in hockey(: heh. oh my gosh. aaron is so cuteee! okay,thats so random(:
- HAHA. Oh okay, hockey's kinda coolz. But netball's cooler all the same, hahaaaa. Aaron is cute + hot okay! I luvluvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvz him :D

25 Jan 09, 18:15
hweepeng: one fine day would never come. HAHA
- It will lor. You wait and see :3

25 Jan 09, 14:22
alina: anyway, when did i eat icepop :O
- Netball outing @ Sentosa! :D

Despite what you did, I believed.

2009-01-30T20:25:00.009+08:00

(No, it isn't me, although I wish I was as cute as her. HAHA.

She's my cousin who went Japan w' me, and I find this picture super adorable,
and really fits my post today. So thereeeee, cute right!? I know, I know :3

She's standing in a little house looking damn sweet,
the miniature (?) houses are super coolz, like shetcoolz ttm lor.
And there was snow covering everywhere, which was seriously, sexyyyy)

I'm so happy, y'know y'know anot!?

I'm so happy, y'know y'wna know anot!?
Because ... *screamscreamscream
Aaron & Guigui are filming another show (!!!!!!!!!!)
Click for sypnosis/proof, gosh :D

Omgomgomg, I swear I wna scream can! I can't believe their acting together like, I think, as a couple in another show. It would be best if they got together or smth :D Teeheehee.
But I still wna see Aaron one day manzxz, seriously! Then I wna see Hero & Max too :D
I'm like spam finding/buying/wanting all their posters + photocards )': I need moolahz.
Yes, I know CNY just passed, but still. I feel so broke. My cheque just went into the bank w' all my CNY cha-chingz, so there. I'm back to square one - I need moolahz. Pfftzxc.

Anyo'how, school was rather stupid/fun/high/retarded today, seriously.
I love mass run in the morning, and I just love it more when PE's next, and we have running sessions + games, how I love every morning was like that, really :D
Okay then had Literature, which was rather okay cos we were all blabbering about Veruca Salt watching some scenes in Charlie & zeh Chocolatey Factoryyy, hahaaaa. Although Andrea was probably just colouring her art all the way, while meddling w' her fingers (She calls color pencils : Colourcolour, tsktsk. She always goes : Joan, lend me colourcolour *slaps)
Hahaaa okay ignore me. Anw, had English after that and thenzzzzz, we had like a super fun activity anw. Screaming is always loved anw, so HAHAHAAAA, :D

Mr Poon : (after a long blabber) .. So what is the world that starts w' M?
Me : Mwahahahahahazzzz :D

Okay fine lor, not funny. But I find it funny so that's fine.
You = lozer = shut up. Me = winner = scream all I want :D (Ignore me)
Yadayada, then had Chinese and I had some chance to high abit and then I went to sleep like, when Pan stopped talking. And she thought I was sick, but in the end I told her I wasn't, but she still let me sleep anwww. HAHAAA, iie lurbbzxz llaoshii lurhhz she'z sh0 niicey leyysxzz.
Had Art, then nothing alrdz. Ong lost her voice today, super sad. I like her better when she can talk louder, cos I'm slightly deaf. HEEHEE, but she's nice anyo'howz anw [:
Ms Ong : *write on board Movie Star
Saraswathi : Oh oh! Ms Ong, who's coming? Whowhowhoooooo!
Ms Ong : (in like a very natural/bimbo way) Oh, my brother! *laughsss, rolls eyeballz (Hm, like in case you don't know, her brother is 98.7 fm DJ, Daniel Ong. So yah, somehow somewhat you get it right. If you don't, I'm sorry to say you're blur/stupid. Obviously, duh)
Alyssa : Oh yayyyy *screams in delight, claps hand like retard, starts jumping
Ms Ong : (*puzzled/sacarstic (?) look) What's wrong w' her? O:
Alyssa : Whatttt, he's nice okay (or something, idk what she said)
Ms Ong : *rollz eyez. Anw, as I was saying, next week you ladies can bring whatever movie star (*gasp) pop star (*more gasps) whatever celebs (*everyone screams and highs)
Ms Ong : *sighs. Yes girls, next week's gna be a fun week. A break from all your projects, seriously. *applauuuudddzxzz. Teeheehee, wheeeeeeeeeee :D

And the words omg handsome hawwwwt love was just screamed here and there, there and where, just everywhere, gosh :3 by me too, anyway. HAHAAAZ :D

After school, went to get my Mirotic poster *kizzes mwakz!
I'm so happy w' it, and once I get my proper shitzos done, its so going on my wall, period.
Although the material is like kinda thin/soft, its still nice lah. (heart) (heart)
Headed to LJs after that to meet Fina, Andrea & Salwa, thanks for waiting loveez.
And Fina kope-d all my food, while we crapped and laughed like retards inside, while the stupid table was damn noisy cos of the metal thing, shitthingz irritate me lor. )':
Andrea wanted me to train home w' her so she could go show me the DragonBallz (HAHAAA, inside joke) poster, like everywhere, but I didn't want to!
HAHA, anw she's self-proclaimed Bulma now, and since I don't wna be Goku, I chose to be the Ballllz. Laugh all you want man, (and I'll slap you) HAHAAA, its stupid anw.

(Click to enlarge)

Hm, haha :D
Oh on the bus right, there was this cute dude (!) sitting opposite me, HAHA. So random, but yes. He's kinda cute, and its not everyday you see a cute guy lor, and the best thing is, he isn't like the gay-cute lah, he's cute :b HAHAHAHA okay please just, ignore me.
Reached home, bathed, and headed to Westmall w' momma to find me my wallet, but sadly, I didn't manage to )': All the designs were so old/mature/ticopek-ish! D: Hahaa.
I need a new wallet, prono! D: I want a huge ass one to stuff all my stuff inside! Heehee. Okay lah, I also want to stuff some beloved pictures in there, and mine currently is wayyyy to small to do so! D: And no clear-thing, but whateverr, I'm gna get one, soon. Soon. Soon.

Being happy feels great :D
Tag replies shall be soon, cos I think this post's kinda long-ish alrd.
Oh and stupid dardar went to twin + chairman to go CIP without me ): So hurt lor. And she's so obsessed over old-old-old-not-so-handsome JayChou, ew much HAHA.
But she finds Hero hawwwwt, and that's more than enough, Loveeeez (heart)

Bang 'em.

2009-01-29T22:47:00.004+08:00

Ah hah.
My art officially sucks, I coloured like some stupid three-year-old ): I bet I'm gna fail it, once again. Oh damn ): I feel so sad. Salwa's gna drop it next year, should I? Hmz HAHA.
I'm too tired to colour anymore, I only did like one, but whatever. Tmrw I have my kakiis to choing w' me in school-ah :D Heehee, cos they all need my colour pencils, gah.

Oh, I've got nothing much to post today though.
Turns out today's history test was open book, which wasn't half as bad, but was bad. I think I failed it, although I hope I didn't *gulpgulp (reminds me of swimming HAHAAAA)
I still don't like Science okay, always gets me so confused. Tuition just makes me like, slightly clearer. But all the same, I've no confidence in Science ): Heeheez.

Wanted to post some stuff on tuition yesterday, but I had no time, so here it is. (I didn't really want to, but since Kimberly said I would fill you in, ah for heck's sake)
Let's see. We shall start w' : Kervy the terrorist bomber :O
Kervy : I'm gna bomb Mavis one day" *wiggles eyebrows, laughs.
Mr Chin : Then we'll see your name in the newspaper one day, saying "Kervy bombs Mavis" and then you'll go to fail. Remember ah kids, remember Kervy."
Kervy : What lor, I bet your face will go up first can." *laughs hysterically.
When he said first, I don't know what he meant, but I laughed till I teared LOL.

Next we have : Kervy & his adventures w' Dora :3
Mr Chin : Well dunnnnnn No guuuuuu-d *freaking loudly, typical Chin.
Kervy : Aye Mr Chin, you sound like Dora the Exploraa leh! Your well dunnnnnn and no guuuuuud sounds like her, omg!" *everyone laughs like mad
Mr Chin : What are you talking about. Let's go back to Science now .. (a whole lotta bullshetz)"
A few minutes past ...
Mr Chin : Well dunnnnnnn Benedict! You're getting smarter already!"
Kervy : Dora! Mr Chin, do you like monkeys!?" (in case you don't know he's referring to Boots)
Mr Chin : Kervy, what are you talking about! Stop distracting everyone."
Lester : Yeah we did it, we did it (sang the whole Dora song)
Kervy (or someone) : Aye, also got the Swipy no Swiper (?) fox right!
Kervy : Yahyahhh, the sound is like PzZtpZztpZzt *bursts out laughing
Mr Chin : Eh you guys, now you know that's my trademark right. *whole class laughs
Kervy : I think Dora is in TAF club lor, she's like super fat can. *laughed till penggz
Kervy said a little more bullshetz, w' Lester/Ian/Benedict backing him up, and I swear, hella it was freaking funny I laughed till Kimberly took out her inhaler. HAHAAAAA (:

You can go check out Kimbo's blog for more funny bullshit :D
And for now, I seriously need to sleep cos I have this fugging headache, ew.

Back to basics.

2009-01-28T20:47:00.004+08:00

I want to sleep. I want to sleep. I want to sleep.
But guess what!? I can't, cos of stupid history graded assignment + Art ):

School was not that bad today, despite me wishing it was a holiday (I still wish).
Nevermind, its okay. I have Aaron, Hero (Jaejoong) and Max (Changmin) to motivate me. I have their super hot pictures pasted nicely on my file, and I need more, more & more!
But I love Wanjing like anyoh-how, cos she's super cute and she's gna be my supplier or smth! Heehee, I told her to come up w' some weird membership card, but yeah. HAHA.
So yes, I will tahan all the way, all the way for them, all them way for AHM :D Lol (actually it spelt HAM but I thought that sounded weird, oh for whatever's sake, ignore me).

Oh and yes, I salute the person who posted the long touching freaking nice dedication birthday post to Jaejoong, I swear she's super nice anw. Crescent senior in our school leh, coolshetz.

I know I've said this a billion times, but pictures are coming slowly, really.
Andandand, I'm too lazy to blog about CNY, but I won $$ at BlackJack, huat ah! :D

*off to mug for history, while hoping tmrw the world would end, so I wouldn't have to take the test and stress myself up HAHA.

Edited/9.32 pm :
Here's to all idiots who didn't bring their textbook home, HAHA.
No, I didn't do it for you specially, I did it for Fina, and was thinking : What about all the other goons who didn't bring home their books? So there, read well. HAHA.

(Click to enlarge)

HeroJaejoong (freaking fat heart)

2009-01-26T23:58:00.009+08:00

Ohmygosh, I'm one day late ):
*edits date & time (It's important okay! Aw manz)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAEJOONG/HERO :D (heart)
(Teeheehee, he's so hot, I swear!)

Ain't he like the hottest thing on earth? *screams
Happy 23rd (or 24th in Korea) birthday Kim JaeJoong (: Love ya always.
Omg I love you Jaejoooooong, my one and only Hero la deyzxc!
How can anyone not love him. Pretty boy pretty boy!!
Hot, cute, pretty, NOT GAY, super hot, WHAT'S NOT TO LIKE.
Happy birthday to Hero *everyone claps

Visiting, collecting angpow, visiting :b
My life is rather entertaining on CNY, I must say.

Someone's feeling lonely.

2009-01-25T22:03:00.003+08:00

Ah ha, I don't feel like updating.
Money + new clothes + new stuff + visiting + more money = Chinese New Year :D
HAHA, I sound like some money minded freak, but how can anyone live without some/alot cha-chingz? Admit it, without money, you're like a goner. *sticks out tongue

I still can't get over the fact I only have so few days of holidays )':
MOE, you're too stingy! At least a week right. Compared to like the thousand (HAHA) days we have to study a year, you only give like 3 days, unfair. Protest, I say.
Fine, I'm exaggerating (?), but still. Holidays are always fun, especially w' cash, LOL.

Had reunion dinner with momma's side ytd, steamboat as usual )':
I'm not a huge fan of steamboat, and yet, every year I eat it a gazillion times. Oh, had the lowhayyyy (however you spell it) too, and it was super fun HAHA.
Just came back from reunion dinner with poppa's side, at restuarant (?) today, the food wasn't all the great, but it was kinda funny eating and watching a huge-ass screen tv, right in front of you. Kor & I were laughing our ballz off, seriously :3

Tmrw can wear new clothes alrd! :3 I'm super happpppy, just that idk what I'm gna do w' my hairr )': Kor says I should tie up, whatever, just don't put it down.
Ah, I shall think tmrw. Oh, I can use my new clutch tmrw too, purpleeeee :3 HAHA.
I'm so excited tmrwwwww. Idk why. And today's post sucks so much, cos its so random. And I don't care, cos I know you don't too! :D Teeheeheeeezxzx.
Okayyy, I need more new songs, anyone? Someone? Send me alrights )':

P/s : Sorry for the lack of pictures recently, my phone/camera's down )':
P/s/s : I'm thinking of changing my phone, cos it suckkkkkz. But I don't know what to change it too ): And perhaps momma would allow only if its not that ex. Aw manxzxz.
P/s/s/s : I want a new camera! (Pssstz, Sony Cybershotz will do HAHA)
P/s/s/s/s : I'm so damn addicted to Miroticccc, I've heard it more than 20 times today! HAHAHAHA, I'm posting so many random facts, ignore me.
P/s/s/s/s/s/s : Nothing else. HAHA.

Mirotic (heart)

2009-01-25T11:35:00.003+08:00

I always leave 'em till I have alot to reply,
then I regret. HAHA, I'm sucha blurqueenz )':

valerie: joan, i agree we had a great time yesterday (; do that next time once again? haha
- Yups! Haha, long time haven't really been bonding w' you guys, aw man. Ooh, there's a next time? HAHAHA okayokay, I'd love to :D

24 Jan 09, 21:59
Eden: Hi. Hi. Hi. Hi.

24 Jan 09, 21:59
Eden: Hi. Pig. Hi. Hi. Hi. Hi.Hi.
- I swear you're evil/bored.

24 Jan 09, 20:52
monk: konnichiwa!!! bonjour!!! good day!!! selamat sejahtera!!! 你好！！！hahahaha!!!
- HAHAHAHA okay the accent thing was just damn funny :3

24 Jan 09, 17:54
[[: maths isn't bad ?! ok maybe for you it isn't, for me even 30 minutes of maths with XXXX is like hell ): ! and you didn't do badly lorh, you were in the front i thought ? if anyone did badly it is me .
- Okay it isn't that bad, like last year? HAHA maybe around same bah. I did quite badly, although it was an A2? HAHA, but alot of careless mistakes )':

24 Jan 09, 15:00
joan: hey sweet.
- Love, I miss you )':

24 Jan 09, 12:41
hweepeng: haizzzzz
- What's with that sign manzx. (Why is everyone sighing now! Got money leh)

24 Jan 09, 01:24
he kai: lol. I had CCA, omg. Waited from 10am to 1.45 just to go in for 10 mins b4 gotta go back Hwa chong. Wtf. Btw ur blog posts fit my phone screen very nicely. :-)
- HAHA yeah I saw you! :D Oh coooooolz, that means you should read my blog more often and tag more often cos my blog fits your phone screen HAHA.

23 Jan 09, 23:09
ruoningg: VICTORIAAA!!!!
- Ah hah, a jealous victim here it seems :3

23 Jan 09, 22:48
hweepeng: lalalala!!
- That was downright random.

23 Jan 09, 19:30
vk: AHHHH MAC Ds!!!! KAP!!!!
- HAHA I bet you're stalking me! :D I miss you loads though.

23 Jan 09, 19:13
daniel :): heyys tagged!
- Thanks, haha.

23 Jan 09, 18:16
Ellie: hahaha hey joan(: I'm sure you guys will do well for netball :D all the best! ily!(: hahaha!
- Heyloz. Oh thanks, what CCA are you in btw? Thanks so much, love you too yups :3

23 Jan 09, 15:40
xtine: PAZZ D MEZZAGE MY LINK IS NOW http://ididitwithmagick.blogspot.com/
- For a moment, I thought it wasn't you :B

22 Jan 09, 23:50
[[: haha. i was sleeping in my home econs lesson, but nothing happened ;O i still don't like her though, i'm (sadly) racist ._. (still remembers khans come from mongolia) xD !
- HAHAHA. Hey, but she's better than my teacher can )':

22 Jan 09, 22:47
hweepeng: hey joannnn. your mortal is like, super diff from u la! XD
- Aiyahhhhh, neverminds! She will be like me one fine day :D

22 Jan 09, 15:47
vk: and sadly.. i cant find it... must have given to my cousin... im sorry...):
- Aw man )': Its okay, thanks anw!

21 Jan 09, 20:01
xtine: Aiyoh poster where got need urgently one =D
- Need lor, you'll never know! TEEHEEHEEHZX.

21 Jan 09, 18:57
e i l e e n . :D: Goobyejoan - Thanks, and yeh, she's Lisa's friend. :3 Thanks for tagging :x
- Haha yeaps :3

21 Jan 09, 17:35
vk: SPAMMM
vk: if u want it

21 Jan 09, 17:34
vk: but i may not be able find it.

21 Jan 09, 17:34
vk: i dont think i want it...

21 Jan 09, 17:34
vk: but a bit old..

21 Jan 09, 17:34
vk: i have fahrenheit poster.. quite large. abit smaller than mahjong paper...
- HAHAHAHA I WANT *screams

20 Jan 09, 15:58
kenglengz: hello DARDAR. haha, ok noted! i hope you know what i'm talking abt(: goodluck for your match alrights!!!;DD
- Alrights! Yeap, I do HEEHEE. Thanks dardar! (heart)

19 Jan 09, 22:26
CHRISTINE: OMFG I LOOKED SO DIFFERENT :O

19 Jan 09, 22:16
CHRISTINE: how come mine no picture :(

19 Jan 09, 22:16
CHRISTINE: LOL NICE JOAN
- Teeheehee, those pictures were like, quite old. HAHA SEXY FUNNY LEH.

19 Jan 09, 22:10
alina: omgggggg HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH since when did you have all these pix :O
- I like have alot of those type of pictures *wiggles eyebrows

19 Jan 09, 17:52
Melissa: Merrygorounder! :D You know Peter?
- Merrygorounder! Yeah, kinda. Although not close, why? (:

19 Jan 09, 08:53
phoebe: taggies for crazeh~
- Love you crazybabe.

18 Jan 09, 22:33
xtine: ME? WHAT?
- You? What? WHEREEEEZX.

18 Jan 09, 20:42
Ellie: hahaha hi joan :D yeapp. I watch x family both on computer and on tv(: heh.pro(: lol. egooo
- Haha it's nice anw. I've got the DVD, whooz! Do you like, collect FLH stuff or smth? Cos I want. HAHAHAHA *sneaky look

18 Jan 09, 20:34
CHRISTINE: LOL joan :) thx
- Teeheehee, anything for sexy yaw :D

18 Jan 09, 20:30
Gin♥: heyyoz.thaks so much for helping me:D
- HAHA its alrights, nothing big :D

17 Jan 09, 14:25
darshini: hello joan!
- Hello Darshini! :D HEEHEE.

17 Jan 09, 14:17
LiYing=): hiies! aaron yan rocks!
- HAHA yes he does! (heartheart)

17 Jan 09, 00:37
xtine: I READ YOUR BLOG. :BBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBB
- HAHA thanks! (In your face, Alyssa :b)

16 Jan 09, 21:51
Salwa: PONYO PONYO ~ HAHAHA.

16 Jan 09, 21:51
Salwa: HELLO JOAN. (here's your proof, :D)
- HAHAH PONYO, omg that was damn random/funny can! (In your face, Alyssa :b)

16 Jan 09, 21:23
Rachael L.: hiiees:)im yr junior from 1G1....n i lurve Aaron yan ya lun too!!!!*high-fives*
- Oh hello! Aw, ain't Aaron the hottest HAHA. Hey, if you see me around, tell me who you are alrights! W'loveeezx *high five back.

16 Jan 09, 18:07
[[: (to prove that i'm reading your blog.)
- Thanks :3 (In your face, Alyssa :b)

16 Jan 09, 17:03
etedynshi ;D: HEY.
- HEYHEY.

16 Jan 09, 16:47
CHRISTINE: heehee joan :)
- Laughz your/mine ballz off LOL.

15 Jan 09, 20:45
Rachel O..: OMG U NOE DBSK!!!AHHHH!!!xDDDDD
- HAHAHAH yeap, they're like the hottest! ;D

15 Jan 09, 17:28
e i l e e n . {3: hello , SENIOR . :B nice blog :D
- Hello, JUNIOR :3 Thanks, haha.

15 Jan 09, 16:56
LiYing=): heylos.haha love ur blog skin simple.
- Haha thanks, yours too.

15 Jan 09, 16:19
Qiaochu; Shiroi {3: Heyyo Joan! {3 Hahas, ;D
- Hello, you're my junior right? Wave when you see me okey! :D

15 Jan 09, 15:57
[[: ya hweepeng said the same thing. so i'll probably limit to 3 posts for the post page ^_^
- Haha alrights (:

I could get used to this.

2009-01-23T22:05:00.002+08:00

Although I didn't manage to see everyone I wanted to (I miss them like, alot),
I think today was like one of the most fun CNY celebration I've had :D

School :
I can't believe we still had lessons in the morning.
People, lessons. Lessons that bored the shit outta me, I swear I wanted to die.
But thinking of it, it wasn't all that bad cos all we had was maths & PE, teeheeheez. Pan was nice enough not to teach us, and I swear I love her to the bits *kisssssez HAHA.
For PE we had to run like 2km, and I think I did super badly can ): Ah, but whatever. Then after the run, had to play like Captain's Ball? Then ran like 4 suicides. Aw man, I felt tired.
I tried to go to the library to find Book Two of that book, and I couldn't, darn. (Finefine, laugh all you want, like what Fina did. She said me and library just don't clique, screw herrrr)
Poon caught me without my skirt (by accident), cos I was like finding my deo. HAHAHA. Okay but he didn't scold, and yes, to all those dirty-sick-ass-minded-asses, I was wearing FBTs.
Headed to auditorium for performance, and I loved the Chacha dance bestbesttzxz! Omg, the little kiddos were so freaking cute, and most of our performers all flew in from China. HAHA. Okay, but seriously, they're super cute! :D *squeezes their cheeks.

Pei Hwa :
Cabbed to Peihwa w' Sam.L Lynette Michelle Grace Jacq Eileen Gracia, I didn't know where Andrea went and Yuting/Zhihan didn't wna go back can ):
Stupid Foo didn't let us go in till like 1.30 pm, so like alot of people stoned outside/Shell, and Eden got this super cute Domokun plushie, tsktsk. *jealousjealous
Okay then after waiting like for ^!@#!@$! long, finally we got in and I went to visit Ms Teo and the normal teaching visiting thing (: Woohooooz, super fun can. W' Sammiez!
But hor, alot of people like cannot recognise me can, and its super sad case ): I think I turned weird/uglier/weirder/ugliest/weirdest can. I'm so damn sad now, seriously.
Anw, walked around up and down left right until got sooooo bored. But did see a couple of people, and I missed them like alot! I miss everyone, those I saw and didn't manage to ):

After that (HAHA) :
Saw Xuan w' Valerie and foyer, then went to KAP w' Sam.L Xuan Yingling Ruiting, and I saw like quite a number of people I knew? Teeheeheehzxzx.
Oh guess what! I saw Victoriaaaaaaaaaa, (HAHA ALL GEEONE ASSHOLES, BE JEALOUS), she was like sitting beside me can! I hugged her like infront of everyone, so lol. Jiji & co. was there too, and so was my direct class junior & Jolene & my brother! :D hahaha.
Yesyes, then ate & chatted a whole lotta bullshetz, and I went back to the playground at Toh Yi w' Xuan to meet Valerie cos they had to go to Ch'07 gathering at Hern's house, which was super near mine. (Xuan downloaded FLH's 3rd album, she had to send me! Idc manz)
Xuan wanted clothes/slippers to change, so they came over my house for awhile to play, and they got all fascinated over my soft toys :3 they're super cute can. Heehee.
After a whole lotta fumblez, I so niceynicey walked them to Hern's condo, and it was like the wrong one HAHAHA. It was suppose to be next to it, whoopz *blush
Then Xuan forced me to go w' them but I like ran and she chased and she ran and I ran and we all ran and she pulled and I screamed (in public) and she got angry and I called my mommy and Xuan was happy and I was unhappy and thats like a whole loads of and, yeap.
So in the end, I got dragged along )': I thought it was gna be awkward or smthz, but it wasn't really. There was like Xuan Valerie Hern Aloy Ben Monk Jiawei, and we played a whole load of bullshetz fun-ass games ): Then I realised that I missed them alot, HAHA.
The worst was ZJMM Truth/Dare (w'out Ben), I sweared I died laughing & blushing can. Details will not be provided, so happy dreaming cos I won't tell you :3 But it was fun lah.
The accent thing w' Monk was like the funniest shitzzzo in the world okay, I almost died laughing on the spot and Hern says : I prance around at home in my tutu everyday HAHAHAHAHA.
And guess whatttttttttttttttttt.

I don't regret going one single bit :D

Everything's so cornyfunnymummy. HAHAHA.
Bryan is a pig. Bryan is a pig. Bryan is a pig.
He always sleeps. This year, I'm gna buy him a pig for his birthday, WOOOZ.
And he claims he's cute & chubby, so I said I was gna squeeze his cheeks, and he said : "Cannot, later my cheeks bleed how" Sucha bastard can, like my fingers are needles. I asked him that and he said : "Yah they are what" Bryan's sucha bastard *points and laughs at himmmz
I didn't see pig today lor. He said he was in school, and I remember the last time we saw each other, we were waving spastically like .. Idk for what. HAHA cute ley.

And I realised, I do miss 'em alot.

Complement.

2009-01-22T20:21:00.005+08:00

Lost.

But all I know is that, I still love you guys.
And that's all there is to our bond alright, C'div.

All the tears, disappointment, anger, whatever ;
Lets all put 'em aside, and move forward, move on.

I know I sucked so bad. I know I did : Self-reflection.

Don't talk to me like now/whatever, thanks.
I may/may not reply sms, answer calls, whatever.
I just need some alone time, maybe by tmrw I'll be fine.
(Tag replies will be done, soon)

Shut up and let's win.

2009-01-21T21:38:00.003+08:00

I don't know what I'm feeling today )':
Was super high in the morning, then got a little frustrated,
then my mood just went down, and then I just wanted to sleep like, aw man.

Wait wait, one thing first.
I (heartheartheart) Wanjing Guaikia :D :D :D
She's so nice and she's gna buy for me Jaejoong & Changmin's wire names!
Ah, *huge teddybear hug. She's like the nicest person in the world HAHA.

Okay, school was as per normal, gosh luckily I didn't get scolded in art manz.
I was so worried I was gna dieeez. Oh, and home econs was a terror, I swear I was sleeping and laughing at the same time. Teo's sucha mean person, and Phoebe Crazy's super cute!
Headed to canteen to meet seniors and teammates to get ready to head for CCAB again, and tmrw I'm going again for match w' Cedar Girls, and we can do it team!
I need to set my goals, I need to strive to win, I need to focus, we all do. C'div, lets work hard together. Always remember : You're never alone on court, never. Jiayous loveyz :D
Seniors didn't play as up to Coach's standards, but I think they did quite well. Then we had training w' Coach and we made her super pissed )': I hate myself, shetzzzzz.

And the mood just got more intense.
More panic, more screams, more shouts, more worried, more stress.
Oh great, we even lost a ball in the end. !@$!$!%!@#!# damn.
I don't knowwwwwww )': I just know, we have got to do our best, team.

I don't feel like posting here anm, bye.

Nothing but the top, nothing but the first.

2009-01-20T19:21:00.006+08:00

Hello people, just would like to um, find some stuff (:
Looking for :

Aaron Yan file <$4, if possible.
DBSK photocards, one <$1, if possible.
Aaron Yan photocards, one <$1, if possible.
Fahrenheit photocards, one <$1, if possible.
Aaron poster <$2, if possible, around A4 size plus/minus.
Fahrenheit poster <$2, if possible, around A4 size plus/minus.

Yeaps, okay that's all. Need kinda urgently, mail me @ Goodbyejoan-@hotmail please/just tag, if you know where/sell it okay, thanks so much loveydoveyz poseywoseyz!

Oh yes, one more thing.
Selling off :

(Super chio) iPod classic Roxy casing.

Selling for Eden, mail me if you're interested, price around $25, bought from Australia, price is super nego yo (: Will post a picture up once she sends it to me yeaps.

~~I'll be posting later, if I have the time.~~

Edited/9.52 pm :
Looks like I don't have the time to update yeap, ohmyshetzohmaniac.
I have like freaking thumbnails to do for art, and I've only completed one, yes one. Yes, I'm feeling f*cking frustrated, yes I'm screwed, yes I have no printer. Yes, you can shut up now.
Ah for heaven's sake, art is so damn difficult can ): Ah, I have no idea what to draw alrd.
I. Feel. Like. Eating. My. Pencil. HAHAHAHAHA, okay ignore me lah.

Today first netball zonals match in my life, w' Chong Boon (?) Secondary, won.
But it was a disappointment as all of us could have done much, much better.
(Note to self : I need to jot down stuff in my notebook, bookbookbook!)
Thanks seniors for being there to cheer us on, and although we didn't do as expected, I'm still glad that we won. We seriously, need to improve )':
Love Ms. Lin for that card-calender, I swear its the prettiest in the world *wink

Gosh, why am I posting. I need to draw.
Draw my ballz off )': Gah.

Heartwreck.

2009-01-19T21:37:00.005+08:00

Yesyes, someone's being old around here.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALINAAAAA (heart)

Hahaha look at all your cute pictures! Love you okay, tall buddy. You're all old netballers. HAHAHA. You're another one who laughs at like almost everything, HEEHEE.

I'm supposed to be doing homework now, but I don't feel like it ):
Cos I need to hand in on Wednesday and duh, I don't have time tmrw.
Tmrw I have like, a whole day of studying/bullshetz + Zonals,
Which equals to me being : Screwed, screwed and perhaps screwed.

Oh well, I never liked homework in the first place.
If you think I did, you're one dumb asshole, yeap you are :D

School was like, just fine. I mean, how excited can it get right.
Oh except that we did a little decoration here & there for CNY, and I think we may not make it )': Why is like everything due on Wednesday lor. I hate due dates manz, pfftz.
Went to CCAB after school to support seniors match + have training, and we still don't know school team. First match's tmrw and I'm a nervous wreck here. Yes, I am D:
I'm damn worried. I'm damn nervous. I'm damn worried. I'm damn stress.
Oh boy, tonight's gna be a hard night to sleep, including the fact that my back hurts terribly due to the fall I had at training today, gosh )'; Nehnehz *groans

You make me walk, all alone.

2009-01-18T10:55:00.009+08:00

Before I forget,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHRISTINE.T (hearty)

I love you sexyyyyy, and now you're like so old HAHA. *Muackkzz
I wouldn't have had so much fun in netball w'out you,
laughing you ballz off everytime nothing happens. HAHA.

Edited (Picture)/9.24pm :

Teresa's birthday party,
I miss you guys, trackers (Valerie, Me, Kendra)
P/s : I know I look terribly unglam everywhere.

I'm so panic now okayokayokay ):
Got like so many stuff to do, and my banner's still not designed!
Deadline : Today. Ah, I'm so screwed okay. I think everyone else submitted theirs alrd, and me being a sucker at photoshop, seriously needs help *winks to you (if you know photoshop)
I can't think of a design nor inspiration ): Sexy/Xtine's not online to help me )':
I'm so screwed. Screwed, I say. And I don't have all day to think/do, whatthefook.

Ah help me help me help me.
Okay I have like alot of homework to do also .. Gosh. I guess tonight I don't have to sleep much yeah, but at the same time, its so tempting to go watch like my last to episodes of my drama. Aaron is so the hawtz okay! (: That's the only thing I'm happy about HAHA. Ignore me ):

Edited/2.15 pm :
Ah hah! I've finally finished the banner while watching drama in between here and there (:
Although I think its not really that nice, I have completely no inspiration, gosh. And speaking of that, my art thumbnails suck cab. I'm not even done w' one, and I feel like dying. HAHA.
And Andrea's playing cheat )': Not fair can, she got her sister to do it for her, nehnehz.
Nevermind, I will do myself. Lol, okay whatever, I just have alot of homework to do ):
And I have tennis later, first lesson for like this year w' new people, and .. I'm not exactly looking forward to it, cos I'll probably be the oldest there w' little kids ): Malushetz lor.
I prefer my previous batch, and I hope someone I know will be there )': Damn lah.

Would you believe me,
if I told you that I didn't exist.
Would you believe me,
if I told you nothing was real.
Would you believe me,
if I told you if everything's just a illusion.

Footsteps.

2009-01-16T16:58:00.002+08:00

There's something seriously wrong w' my computer ):
And I'm not happy about it okay! Maybe its the internet or smth.
Msn won't log me in cos of some stupid error, and I can't go to some websites.
I'm not happy, I'm not happy, I'm not happy, I'm not happy, I'm not happy.
Why can't technology be more advanced so that I'll be happy )': HAHA.

I finally got some DBSK songs, and there's Jaejoong's solo!
Oh gosh, I love Pervert okayy. Although the other album won't work, she's gna bring the disc for me on monday *Muackz. And I need more Korean songs, I shall go one by one download.
Or when Msn finally decides to let me sign in, I'll go spam people and ask them to send to me, teeheehee. How annoying right, right. Hm, I wished I had all the money in the world. LOL.

I love Art the most today, cosssssss .. I pinned up my hair some a toot ass ):
Hahaha no lah, I just tend to laugh alot in art, and I drew something today! Which turned out super ugly, and I have to complete it like now, but I can't be bothered to. Heehee.
Supposingly, I think/must have screwed History Test today cos I left out a whole bullshet load of stuff unwritten, cos of lack of time/forgot )': I'm a history sucker, suckarrrr.
First mass run today, had to run behind the Secondary 4, and fooled around w' Sexy, Kiran & Tiffanie. Hahah laughed my ballz off, it was like damn stupid can! :B
Had PE more running, and I kept singing w' Salwa "Ponyo, Ponyoooooo", cOoLz right.

Okay nothing much to update now, I think I'll go watch drama/download songs/bloghop/stone/study, and a whole load of other bullshetz (: I'll upload pictures soon too.
I'll be back to update later, if anything. Okay, I know this post is boring, tsktsk.

P/s : Alyssa says nobody reads my blog, so people, must tag to prove her wrong okay! (: Pretty please, and thankyouz *Muacccckz

And daddy said stay away from Juliet.

2009-01-15T20:45:00.005+08:00

I'm super unhappy now, @!%!@$#!@%!#!@.
Pervert's songs doesn't seem to react when I press play, and then they just stone there, gosh. I'm super upset okayokayokay. Just when I got so happy-doody yesterday, here comes this big hooha about the songs being so reluctant to play for me )': DBSK's not there to cheer me up ): And she had no time to give me the other songs, which sucks okay. Ah gah, why everytime when I want the songs to work, they all decide to go haywire. I don't have Fahrenheit's latest album too, and so there's not here to cheer me up too ): Life is upsetting. I'm so upset that I'll go get another cup of green tea. (Okay, that was random, but I'm thirsty so I'm gna get one, LOL.)

I'm super frustrated now, @!%!@$#!@%!#!@.
My tablet's lagging on me like ohmyf*ckinggay today, it takes a billion years just to click on something I want to do, especially Firefox, freak manz )': But I think its better now. Msn's also bailing on me, keeps on lagging when I click on practically anything ): I think life's being unfair to Joan now. Unfair, I say *protest. And I don't know how to study for history test tmrw, panic okay. *pulls a bunch of hair out. I swear I'm gna go bald by end of this year, perhaps today. Okayokay whatever, I just hope I don't fail History tmrw. And gosh, netball school team. I'm gna cry/die of heart attack/scream/jump down, soon. We'll only know next week, and I don't think I'll get selected cos I'm sucha klutz/stupid/slow asshole. Okay screw it all, I don't like it.

I'm super (dashdashdash) now, @!%!@$#!@%!#!@.
Ah, okay dashdashdash isn't anything sick, its just idk what to put there. My handphone's super screwed, w' me not daring to put in my memory card cos the stupid guy said don't, or my phone will crank up again, but I think that's just plain bullshets. There's mass run tmrw, and we need to run at the back cos of netball )': But I hope its okay, and I think my stamina sucks alot, tyvm. Although I'm falling asleep less in class, I think I still can't focus in Science/History the most. I alrd stopped bringing my tablet to school except on LSCEP/Art, and I think it's kinda helping, whooz. Westlife is playing now, and somehow I feel super sad listening to it. This is one random chunk of bullshetz words put today, gosh ): I gotta study, but I don't have the mood to, dang.

School was okay today, I think I was awake most of the time leh, so happy.
I forgot to bring Science today, so had to copy textbook w' Andrea & a few others, I copied till my hand tio paralyzed, shetz )': I think Teo's very mean lor, why copy so much lah, nehneh.
Whatever, did Chinese compo today too, and I freaking couldn't finish cos idiot Andrea kept bugging me. I swear I did half her compo, w' her laughing her ballz off, HAHA.
Aw man, need to bring tablet tmrw )': Hate it, so bloody heavy. Damndamndamn )':
Idk how to describe training, once again - I'm unwanted, unwanted, sad, unwanted.
I've nothing else much to say, all I wna do is get more songs and shut myself up.

I feel so restrained typing on this blog, I can't say how I feel anm.

You give me strength, you give me hope;
You give me someone to love, someone to hold.
When I'm in your arms, I need you to know,
I've never been, never been, this .. close.
Close enough to see its true,
close enough to trust in you,
close enough that any words can say.

Edited/10.57 pm :
Oh great, I've got a flu/cough, how great :B
And I think tablets are so cool, they're multicolored! HAHA.
I don't feel like going to school tmrw )':

Love like oxygen.

2009-01-14T21:15:00.005+08:00

(There, there. Stare all you like, so hottttz :D
Sorry for blur image, idk why either, aw man.)

I love Changmin (heart)
I love Jaejoong (heart)
I love U-know (heart)
I love Junsu (heart)
I love Mickey (heart)
I love Aaron (red heart)

I've just watched like Rising Sun ten thousand times, and I still think its freaking cool w' all of them dancing and Jaejoong/Changmin looking all hot in a sexy tux *winkwink.
Okay so random, but yes. They're all superb hot guys (:
And Pervert's gna lend me her thumbdrive tmrw, so I can kope her songs.
DBSK, Superjunior, Wondergirls, whateverrrr bullshit, here I comeee! (Okay I'm abit over high, but as stated in my previous post, I'm super sick of my current songs, aw.)
I love herrrrr, and we're so gna bunk together in India w' Sumedha.
And Alyssa/Fina/Ojasvi would just pop over and talk our night away - haha. Look, we've alrd planned out what we're gna do in India this March, how exciting. HAHA.

I'm so happy that I think I'm back on track watching my dramas, but real slowly )':
Korean version of HYD is out, and everyone's looking freaking hot *hyperventilates (?)
I'm so gna watch it, but probably I'll stick to drama watching only on Fridays/Weekends, cos during weekdays needa mug and do homework till my hand breaks )': Pathetic.
I need to catch up anw, I want to get in a good class next year leh. Really lor. No one believes me )': Everytime I get the f*cking same reaction like .. "Oh Joan, you studied? Sorry I can't believe you okay, its really a miracle!" *Laughs ballz off. *Rolls eyes.
HAHA guess what! I don't give a f*cking damn! Oh wow. I'm gna do what I like (:
Okay so random, but I think I'm gna do maths after this post. I have tons of homework to clear, and I'm not in the right state of mind, cos my brother's playing a very noisy game.

Science was really bad, I had to write letters. HAHA, dardar has to write me one!
Everyone who's reading this now, please write me a letter and give me, kthxHAHA.
(As in seriously. I love receiving letters and replying them, superrrr coolzxzzx)
Today had like Maths test, I didn't think it was that hard, but reasonable, I guess.
I was like half-asleep in History w' Alyssa constanting sighing, frowning, and a whole lot of whacking on my head, which actually made me more sleepy :B
But English was funnn, Iie lurbzxzxx uuexx MiizteRzzx Pooonnnnzzzzzzzz, teeheeheee.
He made us play taboo, which was a hell lotta fun till .. I LOST MY VOICE, kinda.
After that, trained to tuition w' Kimberly and Christine on the way tooz. Then there were these two irritating indian boys (I'm not being racist here) that kept whacking my leg, by accident, I suppose. Then they screamed laughed ran around like retards, oh wells.
Surprisingly, I survived through Science tuition leh, due to constant laughter and bullshit thanks to the boys and teacher. See, boys are a source of bullshit entertainment, whooz.
LOL ignore me. But whatever, then had Maths and was quite okay, just that I kepy killing the bugs that came to me, cos I was so petrified of it ): Call me a wimp, whatever.

I should go do homework now, I'm sucha goody-two-shoes.
And I'm having such a bad cough now, I want to cough my lungs out alrd, gah.

HAHAHA, ignore me.
P/s : Juniors, if you tag please leave your link behind if you have alright. Better still, add me on msn or whatever cos sometimes its hard to um .. find you? HAHA okay nevermind. Thanks for tagging anw, I'm surprised how you guys can find blogs so fast. HEEHEEEEEZ :D Love you guys.

Edited/11.19pm :
I have learnt my lesson and not neglect tag for too long :B

Kengteng,: yeahhhh link me kay!

14 Jan 09, 22:29
Kengteng,: ahhhh, vanilla choc i lub aaron yan too! my hubby hhehe. :D Tell me ure email, i invite you t my blog :D
- Chocolate Vanilla, oh yay. But he's mine )': Hahaha. Miss you okay, really! Haha, my blog email : littlemouse_95@hotmail.com (Don't laugh HAHA), I'll link you up soon lovely.

14 Jan 09, 19:32
Gin♥: hi joan:D
- Hello, you're my junior right? Heehee.

14 Jan 09, 16:11
xinli: hellos(:
- Hello. You are ..? If I'm not wrong, junior? Haha.

13 Jan 09, 23:22
[[: EW you view&run, didn't tag ): well i put up a tagboard now, so just in case last time you visited there wasn;t a tagboard... now there is, (: so you can tag xD
- Haha sorry 'bout that. I just find your blog hard to navigate cos have to keep scrolling all the way down, which makes me lazy cos mafan. HAHA, paisehz. Tagged alrd, btw.

13 Jan 09, 23:04
Eden: Hello chicken. yayz
- What's w' you calling me chicken )': You duck ass. HAHA.

13 Jan 09, 22:09
joan: ahahahahha meet up soon yes yes.
- Yesyes dearie loves, I miss you terrible )':

13 Jan 09, 20:47
dave: BAKA PAPAP :D
- Baka Mama, man you're gay :d Enjoy your trip to China okay! HAHA.

13 Jan 09, 17:51
LiYing=): yow tagged... PT was so tough...
- Thanks, haha PT is fun after you get used to it, gives you sexy abs yo *winks.

12 Jan 09, 22:17
Ellie: hey tagged(: I like your skin :D cool and simple(:
- Haha thanks :D

I dread PBL tmrw ):

Lost in the midst of you.

2009-01-13T20:59:00.003+08:00

I want the new Bleach season to come out )':
It so freaking sad/cool/whatever okay, the trailer keeps playing, and I love that song. Anyone knows the song, please tell me okay (muackz) Teeheehee.

I think I feel freaking dead now - no emotions.
HAHAHA ignore me being stupid and everything, cos I've like nothing to update today, cos school was normal, just that we camwhored like retards during computer studies today, and got scolded by Goh. Oh great, he's like bad mood or smth, I guess.

Still, no one has sent me Fahrenheit songs except Vanessa! )':
I only have Fahrenheit's full second album, hunting for first and third. Assholes out there, contact me now whether you're male/female/animal/micro organism/homo/whatever. I just want their songs, and no one is buying/sending me )': very sad case, tsktsk.
And Amalina needs to send me Korean songs! )':
I need new Korean/Japanese/English/Chinese songs, like seriously. Cos my iPod's starting to bore my eyeballz out, gosh. I want Superjunior/Wondergirls/DBSK/Big Bang/whatever.
I just need new songs. Prono, yup )':

(I will erase ... your existance.)
Ah, pretending to be happy is but a sad distraction.
I rush to give you my silent warning - a gentle squeeze of your hand.
As I've glanced at the path I've walked, I've endured, companionless,
my face is overwhelmed with a familiar aroma; and the dust keeps piling up.
I collapse out of town, landing softly.
My legs are weary of their endless journey;
And fleeting memories run through my head.
I see the same profile, hearing the same words, over and over.
Like the girl who asked me, "Isn't life so sad when all you do is live?"
You're still careless, young and helpless ... (What am I searching for?)
Disappearing into a hollow void. (I don't remember you.)
Now, witnessing sadness you should have never seen,
Crying tears that should have remained dry.
We may not be tough enough to live the truth alone,
but you know, we don't need to be.
(You idiot, memories aren't everything.
You can't steal the bond we share.)

Last farewell.

2009-01-12T21:22:00.003+08:00

Ah, I feel so tired now, as usual ):
And I still want my Fahrenheit songs )':
And I'm f*cking worried about netball, I swear I want to cry like, now.

P/s : I'm desperate for Fahrenheit's songs. I'll love you like a gazillion times if you were so nice to buy me all 3 of their albums/whatever (: Send me also can. I wna be a happy kiddoz. HAHA.

11 Jan 09, 22:10
LiYing=): hellos! link me(:
- Hello there, not linking currently, but will link when I do yups (:

11 Jan 09, 18:16
hweepeng: i was damn happy with the results too. hahaha
- Haha y'know like alot of us cried okay! :O Malumaluz.

11 Jan 09, 17:22
reyna: link me:DDDD
- Currently not linking, will do when I do (:

11 Jan 09, 15:12
dave: HELLO BAKA :D
- Baka Mama! Teeheehees.

11 Jan 09, 13:25
amanda(:: hellos(: naughty girl uhh, cannot skip tuition! hahaha:DD
- Hahaha I don't like Science tuition anw )': I like totally always fall asleep. HAHA.

10 Jan 09, 21:47
LiYing=): hi joan:D tagged
- Hello, thanks. Btw, how did you find my blog? Heehee.

10 Jan 09, 20:33
reyna: hi joan:D
- Hello junior. Man, you guys can find our blogs really fast.

10 Jan 09, 16:45
xtine: JOAN! I'm still in the holiday mood too. =(
- I'm still not ready to go back to school, and I don't wish too )':

8 Jan 09, 22:48
Eden: D; Hi! I am a bunny
- HAHAHA that was downright random bubz.

8 Jan 09, 19:23
vk: and im in 201 in nan hua

7 Jan 09, 18:42
vk: haha i'll miss you too
- I miss you like alot okay! ): Hm, alrights. I'll ask around.

6 Jan 09, 15:30
tiffanie: HELLO :D
- HELLO super tall sexy legs :B

6 Jan 09, 08:31
phoebe: yoyo taggie for ya, muaxzz
- Heehee, thanks, kisses.

5 Jan 09, 22:18
Kimberly: Joan, you scare me. I mean, what is up with the sadistic-sounding teeth-dropping descriptions.
- Ah hah! I knew it. I mean, its so totally saddistic it kills you right on the spot yups. HAHA. I feel so evil and I likey it, whoohoo.

5 Jan 09, 21:00
daniel :): hello tagged!
- Hello, long time no see yaw.

5 Jan 09, 19:37
Eden: Now I dont feel so excited to watch twilighty alrd. haha
- I hate you okay. )':

5 Jan 09, 18:39
[[: and i don't plan on reviving it anytime soon... srsly no mood / ideas to blog about

5 Jan 09, 18:37
[[: oh & if you stilll remember my super-dead bllog's link, don't add, cuz it's superdead, thanks :D

5 Jan 09, 18:35
[[: arghhh, i add you later. (don't wanna go play pet society right now, T_T)

5 Jan 09, 18:32
[[: eons since i tagged here ;O ohya, i also nvr watch twilight yet. can't be botehred to -.-
- Haha thanks for tagging anw. I also haven't watched, but I want to okay! )': Haha add me where? On facebook, hm alrights. HAHA, currently not linking but saw your new blog yeah. Niceynicey, put more pictures yeah, haha.

5 Jan 09, 16:23
JOEMIN: ah i saw that picture of us and i miss my long hair cos i bloody cut it T____T
- HAHAHAHA why did you cut it ):

5 Jan 09, 09:51
Ashley says: HI *****, YOU GONNA GO BACK DURING CNY? I MISS YOU {3
- Hello .. um I should be. (I hope you're the real Ashley, cos idk if you are.) I miss you loads too, if you're Ashley yups.

4 Jan 09, 20:45
amanda(:: lol. yay:DD im not a loser yoz, i noticed that loser thing there:DD
- HAHAHA it was super lame lor.

4 Jan 09, 16:51
JOAN: AARON IS NOT AWESOME HAHAHAHAHHA I DONT GET IT SORRRY BABEZ
- You're jealous *sticks out tongue and you*

Cry me a river.

2009-01-11T14:53:00.003+08:00

My muscles are aching like nobody's business.
My homework's as tall as Mount Everest, ew.
Everyone's asleep/not at home now, so I'm left to be alone.
Oh great, Sunday never fails to keep me entertained, gah.

Friday, 9 January :

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUDITH :D

Newly born cousin today, I wish to see you soon, cute lil' girl.

Lessons were as per normal, and seriously I don't regret taking Maths tuition, cos now I can catch up w' the class and I'm so super happy I'm not the stupid-slow-dumb doodoo anm (:
I'm still contemplating whether I should continue Science tuition cos Kimbo hasn't stopped yet, and I promised to go w' her, although she plans to anw sooner/later, well.
My first day as Games Captain (omg I hate this freaking gay name) was terrible? Or just okay I guess, although everyone kept laughing at me, how sad )':
Luckily, Heng didn't scold me for my FBTs, omg I'm super happy cos I hate and seriously forgot to wear school shorts (cos they're like a metre long and super thick), seriously.
Nothing much through out the day, and I'm not used to being called : Senior.
Gosh, makes me sound so old, and Sec two's even worst )': Haha, being so auntie.
Anw, this year's making me feel a billion stress cos I've got like positions and responsibilities to uphold (okay not very major ones), but still, I'm not used to it okay, sheesh.

Skipped lunch and immediately started screaming our asses off for the juniors, we so wanted to win campfire night, and if we wanted them to do it, we had to shout.
It took awhile, but they got louder and louder, and the other seniors/seniors-seniors/seniors-seniors-seniors all came to help, and things got a lil' complicated :B
People started to lose their tempers, and juniors started to get lethargic. But we tried so hard till some of us cried (not me), and it was really discouraging. Oh for the love.
We pulled through, while many of us starting to seriously lose our voices and so the seniors went to buy Strepsils for the juniors while they ate and we stared, LOL.
Okay I hoped the juniors ain't pissed at us or smth then, but I think they were, and I hope they know that it was all for them, not us. I missed orientation and I regret, alot.
Screamed, cheered, shout, cheered, danced, cheered, shaked, cheered, cried, cheered, sweat, cheered, drank water, cheered, and a whole lot of stuff, tired, tired, tired.

Campfire night, high-ed like some drug addict HAHA, seriously okay.
Seniors + juniors screamed and danced together like we knew each other for a billion years, and Victoria came back! Oh my, I missed her so much )': I still miss her!
We screamed and shouted even there was no need too, danced together in sync even if no one else did, even if everyone laughed at us (: And it was fun, without a doubt.
When it was junior's class to do cheers, everyone starting popping poppers and screamed like crazy, I swear, like crazy. I screamed till my voice went hoarse :O
The finale was zeh best, the huge ass poppers came in good use, I LOVE 'EM *kissez.
After everything, the moment came when they announced the winners and we were so f*cking nervous all of us locked hairs and starting hopping up and down, HAHA.
Then, we won first place. F i r s t p l a c e ! Omg, we were all damn high can!
Alot of the seniors starting crying out of joy, and juniors were screaming and jumping, omg it was damn memorable can. I kept jumping and screaming like some loony, laugh all you want.
We cheered even more as one, even as campfire was over. Seriously, I will never forget this night, really! I mean, it meant like the world to everyone of us, and we won! :D
(I bet w' Kiran 10 freaking bucks we would win, HAHAHAHA, in her face *sticks out tongue*)
Momma fetched me home, and within an hour at home, I knocked out, HAHA.

Saturday, 10 January :
Had training at 0730, gosh once again I couldn't really wake up! )':
Was kinda late for training, but luckily then haven't started yet, so yeah, trained.
Man, I suck being the Attire Master, oh for the love. Geez, SHEESH ):
Senior coach came first then we did some passes, while waiting for coach.
Coach once again today, screamed her head off cos of me, cos my passes just suck like crazy, I hate my hand and my slow brain )': But improved a little, I hope.
School team's not out yet, and I'm here all worried )': I really hope I get in. Really.
But if I'm not good enough, I would pull down the team .. I hate myself sometimes.
After training, had CCA Open House, saw some juniors and stuff (: Attended the netball booth, like not alot, but still, HAHA. Saw many people shooting, so damn coolzx.
I could shoot a little, then we fooled around like quite alot, HAHA (: then went to ask the juniors to steal a lollipop from the Chess Club for me, how evil. Tsktsk :B
After Open House, headed to Tanglin Mall for lunch w' Sexy, Coco, Monique, Kiran.
Ate at food court, had a hard time choosing my food, HAHA whatever. After eating bused home, and stupid sleepy me overslept and had to walk from near Choa Chu Kang to home.
I took like a bloody 20 min, though it wasn't all that tiring. HAHA. I'm sucha pig.
Bathed quickly, and out of the house again to Teresa (junior)'s birthday party :D
Most of the time I only talked to Xuan, Valerie & Kendra cos the others were like little kiddos all having fun running around like retards and laughing their ballz off :O
Swang alot on the swing, it was super fun. I won Xuan, BWAHAHAZZZ. Like, at first I wanted to go off earlier so I could go hospital visit my aunt & cousin, partly cos we didn't really blend in, but then as I started having fun I started to regret calling momma so early ):
But too late, so went off around 1830, while the others stayed. Sms-ed Xuan for awhile on the way to granny's house and fell asleep (why am I always sleeping).
Then played w' my cousins at granny's house, and played MasterMind. HAHA, super funny I tell you. I think until my brain popped out, but it was super funny :D
Left at around 10 plus, to find that Clement.Y & Teresa.Y smsed, haha. I find it funny when those two siblings sms me at the same time, oh whateverz.
Asked why I left so early, and so on. Smsed awhile on the way home and went home to sleep.
HAHAHA, I'm sucha lazy person )':

Sunday, 11 January (Today) :
And I wished all homework would disappear ):
I miss watching my dramamamamamams, and yet I can't ):

P/s : Pictures would be uploaded soon.
P/s/s : Both Xiaxue & Aaron haven't updated their blogs in ages, oh I'm so freaking sad )': My two sources of blog-reading is gone, and everyone's privating their blogs. Great.

Closing eyelids.

2009-01-08T22:07:00.008+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EDEN (heart)

Sorry I couldn't celebrate your birthday w' you, but hope you had fun :D

Haha look at my wonderful title today, its like exactly how I'm feeling now.
I hate taking the bus home especially after trainings at night, oh gosh )':
And the only reason I took the bus home today was cos : Momma forgot me.

I love Poppa okay, he just helped my draw a big fat pretty dragon, heehee.
I need it for House Comm, and since I was so tired plus having homework to do, he helped me draw (and he draws so much better than me), oh I'm so happy (:
Although I haven't like done much lah, and I feel so bad. Gosh, I'm sucha loser.

I don't know why I find this year like especially stress for me. :O
Its like .. now even like when I sleep in class I'll feel damn guilty, so I don't sleep much. And like I don't have much time for my dramas anm, only homework and trainings.
Okay, perhaps its streaming and like the whole world is working so hard, and then dear me is like wishing the answer sheet would drop down from the sky for me :B
Going to tuition helps I guess, I can learn stuff at a better pace, cos naturally, I learn very slow (which is why everyday someone calls me slow and all, boohooz).
Plus w' the House Comm board and stuff, I think its gna be a busy year and somehow, I'm not really adapting that well. Guess I need to snap outta of my holiday mood )':

Skipped science tuition yesterday just to train the juniors for cheers (I don't like the Science teacher/tuition anw), but should be going for make-up class w' Kimberly.
The juniors improved alot, and like they're all rather nice I guess, then the seniors came to like boost them, and they were much better. I swear it was super malushetz :B
And all the seniors (our batch seniors - direct seniors) like don't know me, which is so damn sad case. Argh, I hate being a transfer kid ): Sounds so freaking stupid/slow/retarded.
One secondary 4 senior said I didn't look like a Sec 2 : Bad/Good? Lollers.

Today was like mass angel/mortal letter giving day, cool manzx.
I think the juniors love us more now. HAHA I'm so full of bullshetz, whatever.
I'm having a freaking headache now, and I guess nobody cares, okayokay fine.
Had training today w' coach/seniors/senior, and I guess coach still hates me big time. But at least I got one approval from her today, which really made me relax loads.
It's so tense, I swear I'll cry if I don't make it into school team )':

Man, I need a new schoolbag.
My current one (black Zinc) is starting to irritate me, gah.
Maybe its just me, being moody cos of lack of sleep ):

P/s : I think - is freaking scary and freaking, and I'm starting to become paranoid alrd ): Maybe its just me, but all those close to me should know who I'm talking about.
P/s/s : Oh I just realised I won like 3 awards thingy, made by my class, oh well.
P/s/s/s : I f*cking hate posers, they're so whatever. I don't like people copying too anw. I admit, I used to copy like hell lot, but I realised its so unfair to the person, so I stopped. Really. And now I see like a gazillion blogs looking alike, and some looking like mine. Especially when the posts are f*cking exactly the same. Ah whatever, rant my ass off.

I wished I had someone that would never leave.

Stop leaving me, please.

2009-01-06T22:24:00.002+08:00

Everyone seems to be here, but I can't feel them around )':

I demand everyone to stop leaving me, right this instance, now. Kapish.
Victoria's transferring to Nanhua, and I'm gna miss her like &!@#$!@# okay.
Why does she have to transfer, why can't we be a class one more year.
Why can't we laugh like retards together, why must you leave ): Can't you stay anm ..
(Poon thought us to ask Why at least 3 times to find out alot from another person.)
Victoria, we may not be the closest, but I'm gna miss you like I'll miss anyone in the world, really. Come back and visit often alrights ): I swear I'm gna miss your lovely jokes. I'll miss you.

I just did one newspaper article and like I'm so proud of it.
All you goody-two-shoes whom I know did like all five alrd, I know your laughing in my face now, whatever okay. At least I did one, so don't laugh anm, or you'll see dangling teeth :B

I'm so stressed out over House Comm board now, I wna pull out my hair.
We have to like complete it by this Friday, and we haven't even started. I tell you, by the end of this week, I'm gna go bald or smth, oh gosh. *pulls out a bunch off hair in your imagination.
I need to draw : A huge purple dragon (No, not Barney, you goona banana)
Ah okay I think I'm so screwed w' the rest of them I just wna go sleep now :B

Juniors are doing great w' cheers when I'm around I guess.
Hope they can win, I mean - like duh, they'll win :D Haha okay seriously, they rock.
(But like totally we rock more, yup) HAHA, totally joking, but whatever, uh-huh.

I'm dreading tuition tmrw, cos I can't even take 15 mins of Teo's Science, what's more two hours w' like .. Chin (his lessons are like darn boring, I yawn more than a 100 times, literally).
Luckily there's Kimberly there giving me stares to keep me awake, or I'll be deadshetz.
But I think Maths is kinda fun, although I know by that time tmrw, I'll be like some living zombie trying so desperately to keep myself awake despite being so fagging fatigue, gah.
Ah, what am I going to do tmrw (!!) There's art tmrw w' Ong, aw man. I scaredy :O

I said I was going to sleep one hour ago to my momma but I guess I'm still awake.
I should sleep now or tmrw my brother's gna scold me for not waking up again ):
I feel like drinking more Yakult but some asshole just polluted the air in my kitchen (and probably the whole condo) w' some weird smell - rotton fishy smell. I hope the person like .. needs to live w' it his/her whole life, cos he/she is just bloody inconsiderate -'-

2009-01-05T23:02:00.000+08:00

I'm so freaking sleepy I'm gna go drop dead now :B

Seriously, too much of doing maths kills too much brain cells.
Shouting too much causes a serious headache.

Like this, like that.

2009-01-04T16:32:00.005+08:00

Hm, I've totally failed to concentrate on my homework today.
Which concludes that : I'm screwed like bullshetz tmrw :O

Laugh all you want, and like, an imaginary force will just fly through your face, causing a huge blue-black, and a red bloody dangling teeth coming from your mouth. After which, you'll hear an evil laugh echo in your head and from then you'll go crazy. (I'm so saddistic, whatever.)

Okay, I'm in a desperate need to watch movies like, seriously, I mean seriously.
Stupid Eden's always being sucha jerk and always not free ): Anw, we're gna watch like 3 billion movies together at one shot, or I could always save money and watch online. Hmm.
Er, I think not (: Cos that'll be like totally spoiling the excitement and all, LOL. But like I really wna watch alot leh, esp. Twilight. Yesyes, I'm probably the only loser who hasn't watched it yet, and I was so enthu about watching it. Sheesh, stop rubbing it in ):
Really don't have money though. Hmm, time to rob a bank :B

What I need to watch :
Twilight, Wildchild, Bedtime Stories, Yes Man, Ponyo on the Cliff by the Sea, Angus Thongs and Perfect Snogging, and probably like 987654321 I'm just so lazy to list :/ Gah, why is money so important nowsadays.

P/s : Notice there's a loser there (If you don't get what I'm saying, you're one)

Who are my friends, really.

2009-01-04T11:41:00.008+08:00

I love homework. I love homework. I love homework. I love homework. I love homework.
I love homework. I love homework. I love homework. I love homework. I love homework.
I love homework. I love homework. I love homework. I love homework. I love homework.
I love homework. I love homework. I love homework. I love homework. I love homework.
I love homework. I love homework. I love homework. I love homework. I love homework.
I love homework. I love homework. I love homework. I love homework. I love homework.

Okay, I hate homework.

Man, the homework is piling up ):
And I'm still procrasinating like totally, which is not awesome.

I am left w' :

Alot,
Of,
Homework (!!)
Which totally world conquering-ish-ish
and I'm too malu to put 'em up
cos I know you guys would laugh your ballz off.

And who know's what I've missed out :B

I'm so bloody not in the mood for anything ): Can someone send me Fahrenheit's 3rd album songs. I want, I want, I want! Probably that's the only thing that can cheer me up now, HAHA. Okay so random, that was just a *hinthint excuse. I want Fahrenheit's 3rd album okay!! I tried downloading and it turned all so muffled and lau-see-yy. I very the no mood now ):

P/s : Would be uploading pictures soon, if I've got the mood/time.

Edited (Tag replies)/2.47 pm :

4 Jan 09, 00:16
♥FINA.: HHAHAHAHA. btw, the new 'cher isnt that hawt. i was sitting in frnt like near the stage stairs. he doesnt look that good. i say 4
- Serious? Oh man, so disappointing. Aye, but your taste and my taste different leh, heehee. Even if I agree w' you, his far view looks kinda awesome, HAHA.

2 Jan 09, 22:05
Melissa: Merrygorounder! You know Peter also ah? :D
- Haha sorta I guess :D Y'know him well?

1 Jan 09, 23:16
hweepeng: like as in, crush kind -.-

1 Jan 09, 22:39
hweepeng: ps. i really dont like him. screw his haircut! } : (

1 Jan 09, 22:39
hweepeng: blehx. eeore. bb. do si han le.

1 Jan 09, 22:38
hweepeng: he mentions ya name too ;)

1 Jan 09, 22:38
hweepeng: BLEHX.

1 Jan 09, 22:38
hweepeng: T________________________T

1 Jan 09, 22:38
hweepeng: i said SOMETIMES! SOMETIMES!!!!!!!!! }: !

1 Jan 09, 22:37
hweepeng: JOAN LIM ZHI BING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
- Yesyes, m'dear Tan Hweepeng :D I know what, I didn't remove the sometimes right, HAHA. Ew, he actually mentions my name? Gosh, I bet you made him right. Anw, nobody said you liked him or even hinted, you say yourself one hor *tsktsk.

1 Jan 09, 20:54
GuaiKia xD: HAPPY NEW YEAR :D
- Happy New Year too you too :D

1 Jan 09, 14:10
&;BEN!: hey joan happy new year!
- Same to you :D

1 Jan 09, 14:00
hweepeng: me tooooo! DDD: I HATE MASS RUN!!!!IM GOING TO DIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. D:
- Eh, mass run is actually fun okay!

1 Jan 09, 12:32
♥FINA.: HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! i dont wanna go backk to schooooooollll
- Same to you! :D I half-half want to go back, cos its super boring at home okay.

1 Jan 09, 12:01
daniel :): btw ur dp looks different when u were in fa6 07!

1 Jan 09, 12:01
daniel :): happy new year!
- Same to you :D Haha really? I think it looks kinda the same? As unglam as usual, haha.

31 Dec 08, 14:13
kl ;D: hello DARDAR. Why did't you bring back snow for me? D: haha, but i still 爱你！
- HAHA dardar! Sorry lah, y'know (: Love you too.

30 Dec 08, 22:18
hweepeng: hihihihihihihihi. -__-
- What's w' that ugly face ):

29 Dec 08, 23:11
ydnew: ==

29 Dec 08, 23:11
ydnew: omg the `eesheng type wrong
29 Dec 08, 23:11
ydnew`ee sheng: JOANNNNN ! merry super late christmas xD loveyahhhh {3
- Wendy! :D Same right back at you, HAHA.

29 Dec 08, 22:55
CHRISTINE: o.o i thought ur back :(
- Haha, I thought I would be back too ):

29 Dec 08, 18:45
hweepeng: haha. u back yet?

26 Dec 08, 18:41
hweepeng: daadeedoooo
- Um, currently yes :D

26 Dec 08, 00:40
he kai: lol. merry (late) Xmas! lol.

25 Dec 08, 18:35
amanda(:: Hope you have a merry Christmas in japan:DD

25 Dec 08, 14:26
WINNIFRED ; / {♥}: merry xmas

25 Dec 08, 01:19
kuoxuan: merry christmas!

24 Dec 08, 22:26
ruoning: Have a nice Christmas(:
- Thanks dearies, same to you guys yup! :D

24 Dec 08, 13:04
joan!: JOAN I WANNA GO JAPAN D:
- Haha it was super nice okay! We should go tgt sometime. HAHA.

23 Dec 08, 23:41
RosyBoudoir: Visit http://RosyBoudoir.livejournal.com for instock apparels! :D

23 Dec 08, 22:47
CHRISTINE: LOL please lah sijing :X
- I know, I know.

23 Dec 08, 17:27
xxxxEDEN: hOHOHO. I KNOW YOU FOR YOUR WHOLE LIFE
- HAHA what? You sound like some weird stalker :B

23 Dec 08, 14:30
Si jing: Anyway I'm his friend

23 Dec 08, 14:30
Si jing: Hahah sijing is such a nice person to impersonate

23 Dec 08, 14:30
Si jing: I'm darren

23 Dec 08, 14:29
Si jing: Sry

23 Dec 08, 14:29
Si jing: Hello bit
- Darren? Um hello :D

22 Dec 08, 14:01
nicholine(:: relinked;D

22 Dec 08, 13:57
nicholine(:: ellos!! merry early x'mas=D
- Same to you, thanks :D

22 Dec 08, 10:56
Joy:
CC skye & Chanel inspired, rhinestone thongs,gold chain
Authentic areopostale hoodies
crystalEarpiece

21 Dec 08, 20:16
dave: lalal, tciket :D
- You're mean. Mean I say ):

21 Dec 08, 20:01
ydnew: HELLO {3 ur dp is CUTEEE don deny it :D
- It's not lo! Your eyes pajiaoz :D

21 Dec 08, 16:33
Eden: your fault.

21 Dec 08, 16:33
Eden: tsk.

21 Dec 08, 16:33
Eden: I sound retarded..

21 Dec 08, 16:33
Eden: EEHE.

21 Dec 08, 16:33
Eden: thousands of other people get to see them while you're at home.

21 Dec 08, 16:32
Eden: Oh sad joan.

21 Dec 08, 16:32
Eden: let me harp on it more.

21 Dec 08, 16:32
Eden: JOAN DIDN'T SEE AAAARON. (awwwz dont cry)

21 Dec 08, 16:32
Eden: HOHOHO LAUGHS IN YOUR FAT FACE.
- I SAY YOU AH. You are one fat mean ass *smacks your ass. You suan me until like that ): I shan't treat you no more and no more presents for you ): IIE HATEZ UUEXX!

21 Dec 08, 16:23
vanessa: hey, got another album not the one i promised for christmas... but gonna buy it myself so can lend it to you(:
- Haha okay (: thanks.

21 Dec 08, 11:47
MEGAN ;D: hello! ((:
- Hello there.

21 Dec 08, 11:34
♥FINA.: the one on the top left babe. ohs twilight is apparently not nice.HAHAA.
- Oh haha okay. Really? Alot of people say not nice ): but I still wna watch.

21 Dec 08, 09:35
amanda(:: oinkoink:DD The flying spaghetti monster looks cute((:
- HAHAHA it was random.

20 Dec 08, 22:34
hweepeng: i used to read it everyday! until u became a pig and stopped updating. HAH! xD imma pig myself , oinkkkk! (who says no one reads tag replies!)

20 Dec 08, 22:33
hweepeng: )x i didnt come here for days. i didnt know u updated. ): waaaa
- Used to. HAHA ): Aye, I not like super free everyday okayokayokay.

20 Dec 08, 16:31
The-stupid-person: HAHA INDIAN,9no offense to real indians,this one is a fake!!!:o)haha u left me to kena eaten man, never gimme rope
- Hahah good :D

20 Dec 08, 13:43
Salwa: poncho? LOL :S
- Random, random.

20 Dec 08, 13:38
sherine,: Hahaha, yeah. (: Your team's good.
- Haha thanks they are, but I'm not (:

Note to self : I shouldn't neglect my tags for too long :B

Screams and tears.

2009-01-03T13:01:00.010+08:00

Overdued pictured : Peihwa Gathering (:
I miss all of 'em alot, and I look super unglam there LOL.

Oh damn, I almost forgot ):

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GERALD (heart)

Man, everyone's turning old alrd, HAHA.
Love you loads yeah kor, t'care. Miss you loads, haven't seen you in like lightyears alrd :D

Ah, I didn't post about yesterday :B
Pet society is cute manzx, find me okay - DarlingAaron. This name was inspired by Eden cos she told me to put Aaron so yeah, I love my pet, he's in a sexy tuxedo leh!
I changed my link photo, that's my wallpaper now, ain't he just the hots.

Friday, 2 January :
First day of school, and somehow it didn't seem as bad as I imagined it to be.
I mean, all my friends were in school and we're next to 2S2 (Sexy/Boyfriend's there!) :D
But like 45% of the people stared at my hair, other 45% just laughed, and the rest of the 1-% just showed no reaction :O Oh well, kinda expected, but its kinda weird I guess.
Saw quite a number of omg-where-am-I junior's face, excited about my direct juniors. We can be angels this year manzx, and those little mortals guess blindly guess :B
Sitting beside dear Phoebe and Dardar is like just beside me, w' Alyssa right infront of me, woohooz. Hope the teacher don't change place okay, its like perfect lor.
Anw, (I wonder why principal wore that yellow suit) okay. DM's back, and I can't believe our discipline head for our level is *gulp - Goh. HAHAHA totally omg okay.
Oh, we got a new kinda-hot teacher? Couldn't really see but everyone was screaming like megafans, so perhaps he's nice? HAHA hope he teaches us *wiggles eyebrows.
Got to know most of our teachers, not that bad, but who knows :B We'll see.

Was planning to go watch Twilight w' Andrea & Geraldine but in the end didn't, cos I wanted to go visit the juniors and scream my ass off, teeheeheehz.
In the end , they had peer leading so yeah, we just practised the cheer to teach to 'em, so excited! :B I can't believe their co-form/form teacher (?) is Shamini :O Diedie man.
Our juniors were like totally dao-ish lor, they must think I'm some loony, gay people.
Blah, stayed back till around 4 plus, then headed to LJS w' Fina & Alyssa. And guess what - those two gays had to start telling idiot ghost stories to scare the shetz outta me ):
Seriously lah, I swear I got like goosebumps everywhere can, w' Fina being ironic saying "I'm scared, but I want to do it" y'know? Laughed at her till my tummy ached :B
Bused home w' Alyssa, I slept ): And I think I saw Junwei but didn't think he recognize me.

At night, headed to Faith (fishing friend)'s house for BBQ w' parents & brother, had like a drinking session too :B Spent most of the time BBQ-ing though, didn't eat much cos like .. this BBQ is like the 4th one for the last two weeks, so omg right. And my brother's going for his 5th one tmrw (today), I wish him the best of luck okay (sneaky grin).
Now everytime I see BBQ I feel like puking :O Okay, sidetracked abit - back to BBQ.
Met the rest of the crew, and I had a fun time BBQ-ing w' my brother outside while he played music and told me stupid stuff, LOL. I swear he's super strong okay, gosh.
I tried wine/beer/whisky/wtv, all very nice leh (: Didn't drink much cos had training the next day, and momma told me my brain was gna retard soon HAHA, okay.
Received cute gifts from Faith :D I swear it was the cutest food pack everrr, everr.
Drank and laughed like mad, then went home around midnight to 1, went home and slept immediately, my eyeballz were literally gna drop out any moment ):

Today, 3 January :
Kinda late for training this morning, couldn't wake up :B
Coach scolded me like crazy today, I swear she hates me, and wants to kill me. And its not her fault, cos I learn things super slowly & stupidly, which pisses everyone off.
I swear she screamed till I wanted to cry ): Stupid joan. Stupid joan. Stupid joan.
Played match w' seniors - and I screwed up fucking more. Idk why I'm sucha klutz.
After training, bused home w' Alyssa and here I am, meddling w' Facebook.

Man, I need to do my homework. ):

P/s : I'll be posting up some pictures from my Japan trip soon (:
P/s/s : I still don't like doing homework >:(

I don't wna face this world alone.

2009-01-02T00:01:00.001+08:00

HAPPYBIRTHDAYWENDY.L:D

You're the first person I wished happy birthday this year yeah.
I miss you loads, go out sometime alrights. You're always so cute, stay that way lovely :D
"I'll be there for you, no matter what you're going through.
In my heart you'll always be, forever baby, I'll remember you."
I'll Remember You - No Secrets

Written in the stars.

2009-01-01T20:37:00.012+08:00

Edited (Pictures)/9.37pm :

(Sorry for poor picture quality, my phone not that powerful HAHA.)

Screw my phone -'- it won't send out messages, again.
I bloody just sent it for servicing leh, then now die on me. Gah, I want a new phone, but I just got this phone and its so mean to get another phone ): Gosh manzxc.
Sorry people, if I don't reply your messages, try calling/msn-ing yups.

Ohmy, Caleb (my 2 year old cousin) just broke his collar bone :O
He was busy trying to climb some weird shelf and his older brother was like :
"Caleb don't climb, you're gna fall down ah."
And the moment he said fall down ah, my cousin fell from that ladder thing, LOL.
Okay then at first he cried like shetz, then pacified him and he went to sleep, but when he woke up, he cried like shetz again so they all brought him to hospital, but doctors found nothing wrong w' him up down left right north south east west.
Then they asked him to lift up all his hands/legs, but he refused to lift up his left hand, so X-ray blahblah, he officially broke his collar bone ):
So now he's stuck w' a sling-thing, sucha poor lil' thing, first casuality this year :B

Rotating pictures taken at my countdown BBQ w' relatives yesterday, not much but I'll upload them up yo (: cos I think my blog's getting pretty boring yups. Yeah ):

Edited/10.45pm :

G oodbyejoan.
Aiyah, who cares. Btw, why you keep talking to Keong lols.
huiping, 5, 7, 8. the torture starts tomorrow .
Haha. hes nice to chat with sometimes.
G oodbyejoan.
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH
huiping, 5, 7, 8. the torture starts tomorrow .
gives out lots of juicy secrets. *hoho
huiping, 5, 7, 8. the torture starts tomorrow .
anw . he always fool me.
huiping, 5, 7, 8. the torture starts tomorrow .
he said once, "mr chew was running around shouting where is hwee peng!!" coz i forget go the practice. haha. and he scare me like wthshit.
(Haha look I got you the latest news, this is seriously damn exciting)

P/s : I just realised I haven't posted about Japan yet! :O
P/s/s : I'm so not ready for school tmrw, seriously.

Oh manzxc.

2009-01-01T00:39:00.009+08:00

Okay, weird much but yeah.
Finally decided to make a Facebook after countless of rantings/screams from everyone, yups. (Sheesh manzxc, weird people)

Um, okay idk how to put my link up/wtv, someone help me.
I'm sucha noob at Facebook idk what to do w' it, so I'll let it stone.

Find me & add me :
Name : Goodbyejoan Rocksyouz (Joan Lim Zhi Bing)
Email : Goodbyejoan-@hotmail.com

Idk how you're gna find me, but oh well (:

Edited/6.26pm :
Hm, did a little changes here & there, added some stuff, you open your eyeballz big to see alrights. If you can't see, I'm super sorry. HAHA stupid ): Okay, I may start linking soon.
Oh whatever, finally I can sorta use Facebook, kinda cool. Pet Society is damn LOL HAHA, and I couldn't resist not trying since everyone was playing, which was damn idiot.
Oh I got my pictures from Japan alrd (: Anyone interested? HAHA.

Oh my whoopzies!
Fahrenheit's 3rd album is officially releasing tmrw (!!!!!) *Screams.
Anyone buying? Must lend me hoh (I no more moolah, sobs) Pretty please ~
Cos I'm too lazy to download any, teeheeheez. So must lend me okay ):

Okay tmrw is doomsday for yours truly, wish me luck *wink.

Happy New Year '09 :D

2009-01-01T00:01:00.004+08:00

HAPPYNEWYEAR:D
Welcome 2009, Byebye 2008 ):
I'll cherish those memories, and I'll make new ones.

HAHAHAHA EVERYONE'S OLD AND WRINKLY NOW!
And I saw fireworks from my house, ain't that coolzxc (:

(big hug)

Changing email.

2008-12-31T16:54:00.003+08:00

Hello peoplezxc/aliens/wtv.

Please add my new msn/email : Goodbyejoan-@hotmail.com
I'll be deleting this email soon, so please add me asap yups.

Please & thankyou, w'love.
(I won't be so nice and add you personally okay)

P/s : Sorry about asking you guys to add me, cos I've got too many contacts to add and my eyeballs would/will/should roll out by the time I finish, so please help me yups (:

So don't say its too late.

2008-12-30T22:10:00.000+08:00

I'm back (this morning).
And sick - flu/cough/headache/slight fever.

I'll post when I get back from Nanyang tmrw (:
Or probably after countdown.

I'll miss Japan ):

2008-12-29T16:25:00.006+08:00

Konichiwa (:
No, I'm not back in Singapore yet.

The only reason I'm posting is cos my flight is like super delayed (4h) and I'm stuck in the airport, using some weird Japanese keyboard which is damn hard to press and use, and oh great. I just spent like 2 mins typing this sentence, gahz ):

The only reason I'm not staying in Japan forever is that I (sad face) did not find Shun Oguri, but I swear most of the boys/guys in Japan are eye candy O: but they're all just passing-by people, so yeah - Here I am waiting for the plane to fly manzx.

Oh but yes, I made many new friends :D
And they're all super fun man. Like 8 friends? Cool right. Yeah I know.
You can stand there and be jealous all you want, okay.

Ps - If anyone of you out there knows how to add all your contacts from your current email to another email, please tell me alrights, cos I'm planning to change my email (:
Pss/6.30pm (Japan time) - Oohlala, there's this like hot guy sitting next to me now, HAHA.

Merry Xmas (:

2008-12-25T11:53:00.002+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS.
To all out there. Be jolly.

Am doing this on behalf on Joan's orders -.-
Oh tsk.
Anon. (:

flying off soon )':

2008-12-23T22:04:00.002+08:00

Ah at Changi Airport now okay (:

I'm in the super cool quiet empty lounge, and you totally get treated like a queen.

And currently, I'm using this super cool Apple desktop which is the sex okay.

Big time, I currently love this lounge, omg the best in the world (:

I'm flying off like in a hour to Japan (in case some idiots don't know),

so totally : Merry (early) Christmas, and I love you guys loads <3

(I love Aaron loads too HAHA)

Remember to miss me alrights.

*off to drink my lemonade, oh gosh it rocks here :D

So what if you're the hero.

2008-12-23T18:59:00.002+08:00

Hahah, I'll be leaving house quite soon,
my flight's around like 11pm plus can, aw man ):
I'm probably gna rot there like totally, so yah, sms me people (:
Oh shetz! I forgot to bring training stuff! Ohmygosh, one sec
*rushes off to find stuff and frantically stuffs 'em in bag.

Everyone must send me x'mas presents & spam my sms box okay? :D
Teeheeheeh, refusal is an absolute no-no. Or else .. *evil laugh.
Gah, just ignore me being stupid/lame, I've got nothing else to post.

I'm super happy now as I'm watching Aaron's drama :D
He still looks like, super hot lah. I mean, who can compare manzx.
Anw, I'll be leaving soon and I'll miss all of you guys alrights :D
I'll try to buy some souvenirs back except snow & food (as some idiots requested),
HAHAHA y'should know why yah. Okayokay, so long people (:

Miss me, cos I'll miss you.
(ONE BIG FAT RED HEART GOES HERE)

Get you back.

2008-12-23T15:41:00.002+08:00

Oh, I saw my name (I think) on Alyssa's blog.
I swear I haven't done a quiz in 987654321 years :B

School Life Confessions :

[x] Talked back to a teacher (Casually - I'm sucha niceynicey)
[x] Been kicked out of class (I didn't do my homework, as usual)
[ ] Worn pyjamas to school (Aye, I don't have any pjs, tyvm)
[x] Had your tooth fall out at school (And everyone screamed and ran away)
[x] Gotten lost in your school (I get lost, practically everywhere :XX)
[x] Broken the dress code in school (HAHAHAHAHA)
[x] Completely failed a test (Science & history mainly, gah)
[x] Left class without asking (If I happen to be falling asleep)
[ ] Missed a whole week of school (Nah, I'm so goody-two-shoes, LOL)
[x] Thrown up in school (Countless of times, I know its gross)
[ ] Been beat up at school (Play-play only lah)

Home Life Confessions :

[ ] Argue with your parents a lot (I just lose my temper often)
[ ] Argue with your brother(s) (I (lovely big heart here) my brother)
[ ] Argue with your sister(s) a lot (Don't have one)
[x] Have your own room (And I think it needs a major makeover)
[x] Do your own laundry (Once in a really purple moon, HAHA)
[x] Cook dinner once in a while (Ah, don't ask okay, I'm not willing)
[ ] Are loud and obnoxious at home (Most of the time I laugh alot cos of my dramas)
[ ] Wear pajamas when you are not going anywhere (Don't have)
[x] You sleep in very long (Depends, training/not)
[ ] All you do is watch television (I rarely watch television)
[ ] Your parents are divorced (Wish they never will)
[ ] Your family makes you cry alot (Maybe I'm over-sensitive)
[ ] One or both of your grandparents live with you (Used to)
[ ] You can't stand being with your parents (Sometimes, honestly)

Friend Confessions :

[ ]You currently dislike one or more of your friends (Once in awhile, but never forever)
[x] You are jealous of one or more of your friends (They have things I want, mehmeh)
[ ] You have known a friend your whole life (No one that close yet)
[x] Your friends are all taller than you (NOT ALL OKAY, although they always call me short)
[x] You have been ditched by a friend (A gazillion times)
[x] You have memorized a friends phone number (I used to call him alot, HAHA)
[x] You have lost/forgotten a friends phone number (Many actually, aw man)
[ ] You have been to all of your friends houses (That'll be amazing)
[x] You love most all of your friends (Who wouldn't :D)

Habit Confessions :

[ ] You bite your nails (Used to, I know - ew)
[ ] You have an odd obsession with knives (Used to, w' penknives. HAHA so emo)
[ ] You cannot sleep with the door closed (Open/close, I sleep likah pig)
[ ] You cannot sleep with the door open (Ditto)
[x] There is at least one sound you cannot stand (Eh, scratching sounds)
[ ] You write stories about mad cannibalistic serial killers (So saddistic)
[x] You are good at telling lies (Depends. HAHAHA but I'm so honest *blinkblink)

Love Confession :

[x] You currently like someone (I love everyone, LOL)
[ ] You want to kill one of your exes (They're all nice people yah?)
[x] You can stay committed for an unusually long time (Depends, but yeah)
[ ] You get bored of your crush/bf/gf easily (That's sucha fling-er)
[ ] A crush/bf/gf has called you a bitch before (Nah)
[ ] A crush/bf/gf has called you self- centered before (Nah)

Personal Opinions Confessions :

[ ] You hate George Bush (No comment)
[ ] Abortion is horrible and should be illegal (Depends on situation)
[x] Gay marriage is fine to you (Gays are kinda cool. HAHAHA)
[x] Boys make better friends than girls do (They bitch less)
[x] The beach is an excellent place for a date (Dates w' girlfriends yaw!)
[ ] Pink is an ugly color (Every color is pretty)
[ ] Needles aren’t so horrible (They. Are. So. Scary :XX)
[ ] Human flesh tastes like fine aged veal (Ew)
[x] You have plenty of secrets (HAHAHAHAHA)

Have You Ever Confessions :

[ ] Fallen down the stairs (Some ass pushed me, freak youzxz)
[x] Someone has tied your shoelaces together (For games and such)
[x] Had a nail fall off (Billion times, my nails tear like paper)
[ ] Captured, Manipulated, or Destroyed a soul by Ars Falcis (Heh?)
[ ] Had surgery (I scared hospitalzzz HAHA no link)
[x] Slapped someone across the face (When they slap me)
[ ] Killed someone (I killed you)
[x] Someone has called you a tease (Ah bah mah lah)
[ ] You have been to Europe (Me want gooooo)
[x] You have worn something inside out for a whole day (HAHA why not)

The Self :

[01] Name: Joan
[02] Nickname: None, don't like them (Tag : Goodbyejoan)
[03] Married: I would marry - AARON (heartyhearty)
[04] Zodiac Sign: Aries
[05] Gender: Female
[06] Age: 13
[07] High School: Crescent
[08] College: Idk
[09] Height: Call me short, whatever (:
[10] Weight: Call me fat, whatever (:
[11] Do you like yourself: Not exactly, sometimes?
[12] Piercings: Used to have 4, mama made me close 2 ): I miss 'em
[13] Right or left: Righty
[14] Are you a freak: HAHAH YES
[15] Hair: Black/brown
[16] Skin: Tanned?
[17] Allergic: You
[18] What are you doing now: Messing around w' iTunes
[19] What will you do 1 hour later: Probably getting ready to go Japan :D WHOOz
[20] What will you do 10 years later: I'll think about that and get back to you.

The Family :

[21] Live with mother/father/parents: Parents
[22] Siblings (included you): Brother

The Love :

[26] You found your another half: Nope, single rockzxz
[27] If yes, who is he/she: I just said no
[28] If no, who you want he/she to be: AARON (heartyhearty) Or any rich hottie
[29] Time(s) you in relationship: Happy counting
[30] Ever woo boy/girl(0-100000): Nope
[31] Anyone woo you before(0-100000): HAHAHAHA
[32] Did anything wrong to your other half: Sheesh, no
[33] What was/were the wrong you had done: This is stupid
[34] Ever argue with your other half: And stupider
[35] You with your other half since: And stupider-er
[36] Are you straight/Lesbo: HAHAHAHA STRAIGHT
[37] Reasons you love your other half: And stupider-er-er
[38] You and your other half in which stage: And stupider-er-er-er
[39] You woo he/she or he/she woo: I don't woo people, thanks
[44] The enemy you hate the most (1only): OSAMA HAHAHA (Don't bomb me please)
[45] Your most beautiful girlfriend: All pretty lah
[46] Your most handsome guy friend: Not-all handsome lah HAHA
[47] The kind of girl you dislike the most: Eh
[48] The kind of boy you dislike the most: Hmm
[49] You fall in love with your close friend before: Probably (It's a guy okay)
[50] Your best friend is your ex-lover: HAHA maybe
[51] If your friend backstabbing you: -'-
[52] If your friend betray you: -'-
[53] If your friend woo your lover: If he likes her too .. well.
[54] If your friend fall in love with you: I love all my friends (:
[55] If you fall in love with your best friend: We'll see how

The Studies :

[56] Are you a good student: Nah
[57] You always done your homework/assignments: Neh
[58] The teacher/tutor you love the most: MY BROTHER (:
[59] Always late to school/college: Not often
[61] You love your seniors: They don't know me much ): I hate being transfer student
[62] Senior who you love the most: My brother (:
[63] Your classmates good/bad: Awesomeeeeeeeeeey
[64] Excellent result classmate: All smart-asses, bahbah

The People :

[66] Smart people: AARON (heartyhearty)
[67] Stupid people: Me HAHA
[68] Good looking people: Ooh, AARON (heartyhearty)
[69] Ugly people: ME :B
[70] Funny people: I laugh at everything
[71] Cute people: AARON (heartyhearty)
[72] Bad people: Osama. He's bad, definately
[73] Honest people: Everyone lies
[74] Acting people: HAHAHAH my darling tw/jp hotties
[75] What kind of person are you?: You find that out yourself, yeap.

The Prefer :

[76] Lip or eyes: Eyes
[77] Hugs or kisses: Hugs
[78] Shorter or taller: I want everyone else me to be shorter, I want to be taller HAHA
[79] Hesitant or spontaneous: Spontaneous
[80] Nice stomach or nice arms: Both must be sexy LOL
[81] Listener or talker: Both
[82] Romantic or rich: RICH HAHAHAHAH okay both :B
[83] Good husband or good father: Eh ..

THE FUTURE
[84] Age to get marry: I'm planning not to get married, yup
[85] Numbers of kid(s): I'm planning not to get married, sheesh
[86] Career: Rich taitai (And I said I wasn't gna get married HAHAHA)
[87] Salary: I give people salary can :D (BIG BOSS)
[88] Retirement age: 13 HAHA
[89] Properties value: What?
[90] Wishes: AARON (heartyhearty) - under heart's desires, netball player.

Ah, I may spam more quizzes if I get bored now & then (:
I should go watch drama now, okayokay.

I can't believe I'm flying off in 7 hours )':

Childish acts, tired smiles.

2008-12-22T19:46:00.004+08:00

I'm so in the worst of the worst moods now,
I suggest you don't talk to me -'-

And I don't know why too anw.
Maybe Aaron's in a bad mood too, I guess.

Edited/11.28pm :

I swear my mood changes super fast can, I'm super the high now.
Okay, fine. Its cos I watched some Korean Variety show, which roccckkks, DBSK (heart).
I died laughing okayy, omg. JaeJoong hawwwt (super heart).
But nevertheless, Aaron is Zeh number one hots yah? :D No denial please.

Ayee, not ready to leave for Japan tmrw )': Idk why.

you're sucha liar.

2008-12-22T15:29:00.005+08:00

Oh before I forget,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY COCO :D

Y'know what ):
I haven't been watching my darling dramas since like a few weeks ago (which is very bad), cos I have been too busy dreaming of Aaron & listening to Fahrenheit's songs :B
Well, I needa watch my Aaron drama soon, but it keeps coming out so slowly, like one week one, so I think I'll wait for myself to come back from Japan then spam watch.
But that would be bad too anw O: Cos school's gna start like, real soon.
Which reminds me that : I haven't done my homework *looks over at the pile of worksheets collecting dust at one corner looking all sad & lonely ):
Hahaha whatever, cos I've been doing other school's exam papers/rushing for tuition/going for training/hanging out/slacking too much, that I've completely forgotten about 'em. What am I going to do. Hm /:
And now I'm going Japan, and they're so gna miss me.
Then the teachers are gna kill me, and then we're all back to Square One w' Joan refuses/procrasinating to do her homework, and so .. conclusion : I'm a lazy pig.

Comment all y'want and make me feel guilt ): Curse you up & down/left & right.
Okay anw, Alyssa says I'm so totally stonehearted cos of .. You don't wna know.
So yah, she comes to me w' this logic that I completely disagree w' lah, seriously.
(Boys, beware of her okayy) :
If a boy is sweet to you and confesses, you should accept him even if you don't like him."
Looklook, I bolded something O: Oh tsktsk, Alyssa's sucha niceynicey boob, LOLZ.

Oh bah, I'm still hogging my brother's room & he doesn't seem to mind (:
I kinda think Westlife songs are nice now, after awhile, oh wellz. I still prefer Chinese/Korean songs though, which reminds me. I need to go download every single fagging song I want before I fly to Japan. I have like 100 songs undownloaded, oh great ._.

Sijing keeps saying stuff like I'm going to Japan forever manzx.
Oh maybe so actually, now that I think of it.
If I find Shun Oguri there, I may stay there forever and totally stalk him man :B
Or some random hot Japanese dude. I mean, why not? (:

They're all so awesomely hot manzx, big time.

obsession/dreams.

2008-12-21T22:52:00.003+08:00

I swear I visited Aaron's blog 100 times today.

Ah, so obsessed over someone who doesn't know me, but who cares yah? (:

wallowing in self-pity.

2008-12-21T21:31:00.003+08:00

I'm like feeling worst & worst now okay ):
Kristy (blogshop owner) is like telling me all her wonderful stories of Aaron and she's met them like five/six times alrd? Which totally makes me a complete loser infront of her.
Y'know she like cried like hell when Aaron hugged & shook hands w' a so-called Birthday Girl on that day on the concert? I swear if I were there, I'll probably shoot arrows at that girl ):< And then I'll probably wallow in self-pity (as so you see my title).
My wish this whole life is to just see Aaron in real life, that's it (:
Well, it'd be better if he would hug me though. HAHAHA, but I think too much I guess.

Bakazx is telling me that my picture is making him laugh like nobody's business cos he says my smile is retarded - and I kinda agree w' that manzx.
But the stupid thing is his reason is even stupider. Seriously, no joke.
He says : Normally people our age don't smile teethless smile.
And I sweared I laughed till I cried, ballz dropped off, whatever okay, LOL.

Busy packing for my Japan trip, I'm kinda excited I guess (:
I alrd celebrated Christmas, can you believe it, HAHAHA, but due to recession (?) this year, each kiddo only gets like one present. Oh well, its the season of giving (: Heehee.

I (heart) Aaron like !%!@#!@!$!@$#.

Darling Aaron )':

2008-12-21T14:44:00.009+08:00

I'm so bloody sad now. I'm so bloody sad now.
I'm so bloody sad now. I'm so bloody sad now.

Y'know why? (a huge sad smiley face goes here)

Coscoscos, I didn't get to see Aaron ):

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(Ah haha, the effect got spoilt ): Oh damn.)

Oh mama lah ):
Cos I was talking to this blogshop owner, who stalked/chased after Fahrenheit for 3 days (literally), and she actually grabbed Aaron's shirt and touched Aaron/Jiro/Chun's hands okay (!!) She got so many chances to get close to Aaron, ohmyshetz. And Jiro winked at her OMG. I swear if I were here I'll be like flying so high lah. ):
It's like super honourable okay! And she totally chased them from airport all the way to hotel, whatever lah. Bloody coolz man. HAHAHA, but I won't do that though :B
And the concert was super high lah! Everyone said was super high can! )':
I went to youtube to look for vidoes but they're all so blurry but heck, I managed to see some stuff, and f*cking hell they were so nice ): Mawww, I should have gone okay ):

Momma promised to buy me the DVD concert,
so I hope they have, and it better be out soon before I drown myself in my imaginary tears.
And Vanessa promised to lend me their new cd release,
and by Christmas she's gna get it (!!) :D And she's gna lend me! OH YAYYYY.
Ohoh and if anyone can get their album first, tell me okay, PLEASE ):
Lend me, and I'll love you, for life. (If I love you alot alrd, I'll love you my next life too!)
And yes, anyone has Fahrenheit merchandises (especially Aaron),
tag me/sms me, contact me however, I'll rush over yah? Or buy, offer price. HAHA.

Flying Spaghetti Monster.

2008-12-20T16:18:00.003+08:00

Did momma & poppa tell you that the Flying Spaghetti Monster was fake?
Well, Wikipedia proves us wrong (:
Flying Spaghetti Monster :D

Knock yourself out (:

"Ahoy Matey" LOL HAHAHAHA.
Christine/The-stupid-person-who-called-me-Indian Sijing,
should get what I mean (:
Man, I'm laughing till my balls wna drop out :B

My brother's as sunburnt as a porkchop on a barbeque O: